The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
That sudden waking bewildered Hilary; the vague, puzzled feeling which
so often follows deep sleep, at an unusual time, or in an unaccustomed
place, came over her, and for a minute she could remember nothing; not
where she was, nor what had happened, nor why she found herself so
strangely sleeping there. She pressed her hands over her eyes; the
full tide of thought and memory came back, and she shrank from the
pain she was about to give. But it must be done! yes, and done by her
too, or the task would fall on her father, perhaps; and done at once,
that the first wild agony of tears and grief might be stilled and
composed in part before it came to add to that father’s pain and
desolation.
She drew the two rosy faces toward her, for Sybil was awake now, and
pressing each in her arms, as they knelt or crouched upon the bed, she
faltered out the words, through her tears,
“Mamma has been ill in the night!”
Gwyneth fixed her full dark eyes upon her sister’s face with a gaze
which seemed to ask for more, for some explanation. Sybil gave a
frightened start, and said,
“Oh, Hilary, and how is she now?――has she been very ill?”
“Very,” replied Hilary, forcing back her tears, and speaking gravely,
calmly, but very sadly; “very ill indeed; but, Sybil, she is better
now!”
Gwyneth still stared at Hilary. “Then why were you crying?” was her
question.
“Let me go to her,” said Sybil, struggling to release herself from her
sister’s clasp, which, however, now bound her the closer for her
efforts to move. Sybil was quiet without a word, only glancing
apprehensively at the face hanging over her, with brimming eyelids and
quivering lips. Gwyneth exclaimed again impatiently,
“Speak, Hilary, or let me go;――nay, I _will_ go to mamma.”
“No, Gwyneth, you can not,” said the elder sister, laying her forehead
down on her sister’s black curls.
“Who says so?――did she? she never refuses to see us! how unkind you
are, Hilary.”
“A higher hand than mine, dear Gwyneth――be quiet; you can not see
mamma now, because――” and such a deep, heartfelt sob stopped her
words, that Sybil saw it all in one moment, and quietly turning from
them both, laid her head among the pillows, and, except for a slight
convulsive shiver now and then, was still and silent.
“Why, why, where is mamma?” cried Gwyneth, fighting with the wild,
incomprehensible terror which was overpowering her.
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