The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“In heaven, we trust,” said Hilary, regaining her composure in a
wonderful way; she pressed one hand upon her heart, made a strong
physical effort to put away her grief, and then endeavored to draw
Sybil toward her, hoping that the sight of her tears would touch
Gwyneth’s heart. For Gwyneth sat still now, with wide open, tearless
eyes, and parted lips, and cheeks as colorless as her neck; and her
breath came slowly and with difficulty, and in deep, sobbing
inspirations, and yet there was no tear; it was not like childish
grief, it was the stillness of despair――her face might have belonged
to a woman of thirty, so old it looked at that moment.
Hilary felt helpless at first; then her whole heart was raised in
prayer; words not her own came to her mind, to express her thoughts
and wants, as she prayed that in all her troubles she might put her
whole trust and confidence in that mercy which would not, could not
fail.
Sense and feeling returned to Gwyneth, and with it the self-will, the
passionate independence of her character. Hilary’s arms had relaxed
their hold: she seized the opportunity, escaped from the grasp, and
springing from the bed, ran out of the room without so much as pausing
to put her feet into her slippers. She crossed the broad passage, and
rushing to the door of her mother’s chamber, tried violently to force
it open. It was locked. Hilary had followed the willful child, and now
laid her hand upon her arm. But Gwyneth screamed, bursting into a
furious passion, and uttering cries which resounded through the
otherwise silent house. It was a mixture of feelings, terror
undefined, and therefore the more oppressive, grief, vexation,
anger――she could not well have told what it was; but the utterance of
these wild screams for a moment relieved her, and appeared to throw
off the weight on her heart.
In vain Hilary tried to soothe, to quiet, to command; her gentle voice
was unheard, and Gwyneth, clinging to the handle of the door, and
hiding her face on her arms, continued to scream with increasing
energy. The old nurse appeared, and tried what she could do; but
interjectory addresses, supplications, and entreaties, were unnoticed,
and force made matters worse; when suddenly the door unclosed from the
inside, and Gwyneth was only saved from falling on the floor by being
caught in her father’s arms.
The screams stopped instantly; she gave one glance at his pale, sad
face, then hid her own upon his shoulder, and indulged in a copious
and passionate burst of tears. He held her quietly and gravely,
without a word. Hilary stood with the feelings of a culprit; it seemed
to her as if in her very first endeavor, she had failed entirely of
all she ought to have done; she blamed herself for her sister’s
willfulness, and changing color and trembling, waited for what might
follow.
By degrees Gwyneth’s sobs subsided, and she lay quiet in her father’s
arms.
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