The old widow with whom I lodge has been deaf for the last twenty
years. She speaks in the strained high voice which protests against
her own infirmity, and her eyes have the pathetic look of those who
search in silence. For many years she lived alone with her son, who
laboured on the farm two miles away. He met his death rescuing a
cart-horse from its burning stable; and the farmer gave the cottage
rent free and a weekly half-crown for life to the poor old woman whose
dearest terror was the workhouse. With my shilling a week rent, and
sharing of supplies, we live in the lines of comfort. Of death she has
no fears, for in the long chest in the kitchen lie a web of coarse
white linen, two pennies covered with the same to keep down tired
eyelids, decent white stockings, and a white cotton sun-bonnet--a
decorous death-suit truly--and enough money in the little bag for
self-respecting burial. The farmer buried his servant handsomely--good
man, he knew the love of reticent grief for a 'kind' burial--and one
day Harry's mother is to lie beside him in the little churchyard which
has been a cornfield, and may some day be one again.
II
[Illustration: The little church at the foot of the grey-green down]
ON Sundays my feet take ever the same way. First my temple service,
and then five miles tramp over the tender, dewy fields, with their
ineffable earthly smell, until I reach the little church at the foot
of the grey-green down. Here, every Sunday, a young priest from a
neighbouring village says Mass for the tiny hamlet, where all are
very old or very young--for the heyday of life has no part under the
long shadow of the hills, but is away at sea or in service. There is
a beautiful seemliness in the extreme youth of the priest who serves
these aged children of God. He bends to communicate them with the
reverent tenderness of a son, and reads with the careful intonation
of far-seeing love. To the old people he is the son of their old
age, God-sent to guide their tottering footsteps along the highway
of foolish wayfarers; and he, with his youth and strength, wishes no
better task. Service ended, we greet each other friendly--for men
should not be strange in the acre of God; and I pass through the little
hamlet and out and up on the grey down beyond. Here, at the last gate,
I pause for breakfast; and then up and on with quickening pulse,
and evergreen memory of the weary war-worn Greeks who broke rank to
greet the great blue Mother-way that led to home. I stand on the summit
hatless, the wind in my hair, the smack of salt on my cheek, all round
me rolling stretches of cloud-shadowed down, no sound but the shrill
mourn of the peewit and the gathering of the sea.
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