American essays -- 20th century; Literature -- History and criticism
There is a broad house of life and there is a narrow house of life.
What marks the broad house is not so much the breadth of the walls
within which its people live nor the height of the deeds they do or of
the passions they experience; rather it is the insulation—as it may
be called—which protects their nerves against the agony of too rough
contact. Custom is the larger part of this insulation. In the broad
house men and women grow unconcerned about irritating things with which
they are familiar. The minor imbecilities of their relatives and their
companions do not pain them greatly. They do not tug at leashes or
kick against pricks or cry over spilt milk or strain at gnats. They
can live in the presence of their own thoughts without discomfort. And
when custom is not enough to keep the insulation stout, change of scene
or mood or occupation mends it. In the broad house memory is not very
long. When the occupants begin to feel stifled they stir about and soon
forget. When they begin to brood they expose themselves to laughter
or excitement and pull themselves together. When they have been bored
beyond a certain point they turn to a new job and get lost in it. From
too much thinking they take refuge in sleep or liquor.
In the narrow house things are different. Custom does less there, being
an insulation which does not fit the sorer nerves. Instead, it rasps
them. They wince and keep on wincing more and more at the burden and
the pressure of mere existence. Lying so near the surface they suffer
from the proximity of other nerves in other people and nearly as much
from the proximity of other people without nerves. Men and women who
are so tender first feel irritation at minor imbecilities, then pain,
then anger, and may go on to madness. The contempt which familiarity
breeds is in them an active passion—not, as in the broad house, a
comfortable ease or even entertainment. Their memories are too long
and too alive for that. Each scratch leaves a scar and the scar smarts
for ever. Imagination sets in with the neurotic when he feels stifled
or begins to brood or grows bored or finds himself deep in thought.
It carries him, as the imagination can, beyond the actual occasion,
calling up future or conjectural irritations or injuries and bringing
them to wound the nerves, which are already twitching. Retreating from
the unendurable frontiers of his experience he lives tautly at the
centre, his scrutiny fixed inward. He may hate what he sees there or he
may love it.
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