For two years now Jean and Fatou had lived together in Samba-Hamet’s
house. In the spahis’ quarters, the authorities, tired of opposition,
had finally acquiesced in an evil they were powerless to abolish. After
all, Jean Peyral was a model spahi; only it was an understood thing that
he would always remain wedded to his modest woollen stripes, and that he
would never attain higher rank.
Fatou had been a captive, not a slave, in Cora’s house—a fundamental
distinction laid down by the regulations of the colony, and of which she
had grasped the meaning at a very early day. As a captive she had the
right to go away, although her mistress had not the right to turn her
out. Once she had gone away of her own choice she was free—and she had
availed herself of this right.
Moreover, she had been baptized, and this gave her still greater freedom
of action. Her small head, as cunning as a young monkey’s, had realised
this fact, and had fully grasped the situation. For any woman, who has
not renounced the religion of Maghreb, to give herself to a white man is
an ignominious act, punished by all the execrations of the mob. But in
Fatou’s case this fatal barrier of public opinion no longer existed.
It is true that her comrades sometimes called her “Kaffir!” and this
hurt her feelings, curious child that she was. When she saw bands of
Khassonkés arriving from the interior, recognising them from afar by
their high headdress, she would run to them, shy and moved, hovering
about these tall men with their manes of hair, anxious to talk to them in
the beloved language of their common country. (Negroes have the love of
their village, of their tribe, of the corner of the earth where they were
born.) And sometimes at a word from a spiteful little comrade, the black
men from the Khassonké country would turn away their heads with contempt,
throwing at her with an indescribable smile and curl of the lips the word
“Kaffir” (infidel), which is the equivalent of the Algerian _roumi_ and
the Oriental _giaour_. Then little Fatou would go away, ashamed, and with
a swelling heart....
But, nonetheless, she preferred to be a Kaffir, and to possess Jean....
... Poor Jean, sleep long on your light tara; draw out this noonday hour
of rest, this heavy dreamless sleep, for the moment of waking is full of
gloom....
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account