He looked at the Sea Lady as if he were already incredulous of the
things they had said, as if he had been asleep and dreamed the talk.
Some light seemed to go out, some fancy faded. His eye rested upon the
inscription, "Flamps, Bath Chair Proprietor," just visible under her
arm.
"We've got perhaps a little more serious than--" he said doubtfully, and
then, "What you have been saying--did you exactly mean----?"
The rustle of Mrs. Bunting's advance became audible, and Parker moved
and coughed.
He was quite sure they had been "more serious than----"
"Another time perhaps----"
Had all these things really been said, or was he under some fantastic
hallucination?
He had a sudden thought. "Where's your cigarette?" he asked.
But her cigarette had ended long ago.
"And what have you been talking about so long?" sang Mrs. Bunting, with
an almost motherly hand on the back of Melville's chair.
"Oh!" said Melville, at a loss for once, and suddenly rising from his
chair to face her, and then to the Sea Lady with an artificially easy
smile, "What _have_ we been talking about?"
"All sorts of things, I dare say," said Mrs. Bunting, in what might
almost be called an arch manner. And she honoured Melville with a
special smile--one of those smiles that are morally almost winks.
[Illustration: The waiter retires amazed.]
My cousin caught all the archness full in the face, and for four seconds
he stared at Mrs. Bunting in amazement. He wanted breath. Then they
all laughed together, and Mrs. Bunting sat down pleasantly and remarked,
quite audibly to herself, "As if I couldn't guess."
IV
I gather that after this talk Melville fell into an extraordinary net of
doubting. In the first place, and what was most distressing, he doubted
whether this conversation could possibly have happened at all, and if it
had whether his memory had not played him some trick in modifying and
intensifying the import of it all. My cousin occasionally dreams
conversations of so sober and probable a sort as to mingle quite
perplexingly with his real experiences. Was this one of these occasions?
He found himself taking up and scrutinising, as it were, first this
remembered sentence and then that. Had she really said this thing and
quite in this way? His memory of their conversation was never quite the
same for two days together. Had she really and deliberately foreshadowed
for Chatteris some obscure and mystical submergence?
What intensified and complicated his doubts most, was the Sea Lady's
subsequent serene freedom from allusion to anything that might or might
not have passed. She behaved just as she had always behaved; neither an
added intimacy nor that distance that follows indiscreet confidences
appeared in her manner.
And amidst this crop of questions arose presently quite a new set of
doubts, as if he were not already sufficiently equipped. The Sea Lady
alleged she had come to the world that lives on land, for Chatteris.
And then----?
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