He had not hitherto looked ahead to see precisely what would happen to
Chatteris, to Miss Glendower, to the Buntings or any one when, as seemed
highly probable, Chatteris was "got." There were other dreams, there was
another existence, an elsewhere--and Chatteris was to go there! So she
said! But it came into Melville's mind with a quite disproportionate
force and vividness that once, long ago, he had seen a picture of a man
and a mermaid, rushing downward through deep water.... Could it possibly
be that sort of thing in the year eighteen hundred and ninety-nine?
Conceivably, if she had said these things, did she mean them, and if she
meant them, and this definite campaign of capture was in hand, what was
an orderly, sane-living, well-dressed bachelor of the world to do?
Look on--until things ended in a catastrophe?
One figures his face almost aged. He appears to have hovered about the
house on the Sandgate Riviera to a scandalous extent, failing always to
get a sufficiently long and intimate tête-à-tête with the Sea Lady to
settle once for all his doubts as to what really had been said and what
he had dreamed or fancied in their talk. Never had he been so
exceedingly disturbed as he was by the twist this talk had taken. Never
had his habitual pose of humorous acquiescence in life been quite so
difficult to keep up. He became positively absent-minded. "You know if
it's like that, it's serious," was the burden of his private mutterings.
His condition was palpable even to Mrs. Bunting. But she misunderstood
his nature. She said something. Finally, and quite abruptly, he set off
to London in a state of frantic determination to get out of it all. The
Sea Lady wished him good-bye in Mrs. Bunting's presence as if there had
never been anything unusual between them.
I suppose one may contrive to understand something of his disturbance.
He had made quite considerable sacrifices to the world. He had, at great
pains, found his place and his way in it, he had imagined he had really
"got the hang of it," as people say, and was having an interesting time.
And then, you know, to encounter a voice, that subsequently insists upon
haunting you with "_There are better dreams_"; to hear a tale that
threatens complications, disasters, broken hearts, and not to have the
faintest idea of the proper thing to do.
But I do not think he would have bolted from Sandgate until he had
really got some more definite answer to the question, "_What_ better
dreams?" until he had surprised or forced some clearer illumination from
the passive invalid, if Mrs. Bunting one morning had not very tactfully
dropped a hint.
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