But when he came to study those who had thrown off the old myths,
he found them even more ugly than those who had not. They did not
know that beauty lies in harmony, and that loveliness of life has no
standard amidst an aimless cosmos save only its harmony with the
dreams and the feelings which have gone before and blindly molded our
little spheres out of the rest of chaos. They did not see that good and
evil and beauty and ugliness are only ornamental fruits of perspective,
whose sole value lies in their linkage to what chance made our fathers
think and feel, and whose fine details are different for every race
and culture. Instead, they either denied these things altogether or
transferred them to the crude, vague instincts which they shared with
the beasts and peasants; so that their lives were dragged malodorously
out in pain, ugliness, and disproportion, yet filled with a ludicrous
pride at having escaped from something no more unsound than that which
still held them. They had traded the false gods of fear and blind piety
for those of license and anarchy.
Carter did not taste deeply of these modern freedoms; for their
cheapness and squalor sickened a spirit loving beauty alone, while
his reason rebelled at the flimsy logic with which their champions
tried to gild brute impulse with a sacredness stripped from the idols
they had discarded. He saw that most of them, in common with their
cast-off priestcraft, could not escape from the delusion that life
has a meaning apart from that which men dream into it; and could not
lay aside the crude notion of ethics and obligations beyond those
of beauty, even when all Nature shrieked of its unconsciousness and
impersonal unmorality in the light of their scientific discoveries.
Warped and bigoted with preconceived illusions of justice, freedom,
and consistency, they cast off the old lore and the old ways with the
old beliefs; nor ever stopped to think that that lore and those ways
were the sole makers of their present thoughts and judgments, and the
sole guides and standards in a meaningless universe without fixed
aims or stable points of reference. Having lost these artificial
settings, their lives grew void of direction and dramatic interest;
till at length they strove to drown their ennui in bustle and pretended
usefulness, noise and excitement, barbaric display and animal
sensation. When these things palled, disappointed, or grew nauseous
through revulsion, they cultivated irony and bitterness, and found
fault with the social order. Never could they realize that their brute
foundations were as shifting and contradictory as the gods of their
elders, and that the satisfaction of one moment is the bane of the
next. Calm, lasting beauty comes only in dream, and this solace the
world had thrown away when in its worship of the real it threw away the
secrets of childhood and innocence.
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