The Story of Anna Kingsford and Edward Maitland and of the new Gospel of Interpretation — John Shaqi
The Story of Anna Kingsford and Edward Maitland and of the new Gospel of InterpretationMaitland, Edward
Religion
The Story of Anna Kingsford and Edward Maitland and of the new Gospel of Interpretation
Maitland, Edward
Kingsford, Anna Bonus, 1846-1888; Mysticism
That I refrain from employing the terms "supernatural" and "superhuman,"
is because they assume the knowledge of the limits of the natural and
the human, and arbitrarily exclude from those categories regions of
being which may really belong to them. The celestial and the divine are
not necessarily either superhuman or supernatural; they may be but the
higher human and the higher natural. If they are at all, they are
according to natural order, and it is natural for them to be.
Nevertheless, vast as was the interval it represented between my past
and present states, it came so naturally and easily as to be clearly the
result, not of any abnormal or accidental cataclysm involving a breach
of continuity, but of a perfectly orderly unfoldment every step of which
was distinctly traceable. For though the process was akin to that of the
attainment of sight by one previously blind, and the final issue was
sudden, the issue had been led up to in such wise as to render it
legitimate and normal. For its earliest indication[18] was an opening of
the mind in such wise that subjects hitherto beyond my grasp, and
problems deemed insoluble, became comprehensible and clear; while whole
vistas of thought perfectly continuous and coherent, would disclose
themselves to my view, stretching far away towards their source in the
very principles of things, so that I found myself intellectually the
master of questions which previously had baffled me.
The experience I am about to relate was not only remarkable in itself,
it was remarkable also as striking what proved to be the keynote of all
our subsequent work, the doctrine, namely, of the _substantial_ identity
of God and man. It had suddenly flashed on my mind as a necessary and
self-evident truth, the contrary of which was absurd; and I had seated
myself at my writing-table to give it expression for a book I had lately
commenced[19]. I was alone and locked in my room in my chambers off
Pall Mall, Mrs Kingsford being at the time in Paris, accompanied by her
husband. It was past midnight, and all without was quiet; there was not
a sound to break my abstraction. This was so profound that I had written
some four pages without drawing breath, the matter seeming to flow not
merely from but through me without conscious mental effort of my own. I
_saw_ so clearly that there was no need to _think_. In the course of the
writing I became distinctly aware of a presence as of someone bending
over me from behind, and actively engaged in blending with and
reinforcing my mind. Being unwilling to risk an interruption to the flow
of my thought, I resisted the impulse to look up and ascertain who or
what it was. Of alarm at so unlooked-for a presence I had not a
particle. Be it whom it might, the accord between us was as perfect as
if it had been merely a projection of my own higher self. I had never
heard of higher selves in those days, or of the possibility of such a
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