Yes, he ought to learn to dance. He must learn the amenities of the
young, as Aunt Betty had hinted. In some ways he acted like a
middle-aged man—this was what Aunt Betty had said smilingly. Perhaps
this was the reason Hilda was acting so peculiarly in his presence, he
said to himself; she treated him as if he were middle-aged. He was too
agitated to sit still . . .
He jumped up from his seat and walked across the dark room. No, no, he
could not be like the others—he could not—those shallow-brained
parrots, repeating the same phrases, the same platitudes, the same inane
compliments to ladies—he could not bear these smug Philistines! But
Hilda——
A bird was singing. Yes, it was the melting notes of the nightingale. He
was again seated by the window, thoughtless, a delicious sensuousness
filling his whole being, his eyes resting on the shadow of the trees in
the light of the stars, the tranquility of the night possessed him . . .
II.
He arose quite happy the next morning, boyishly happy. He wrote a few
verses and felt happier still. Then he read his lines over and the music
of his own words made him jubilant. Dissatisfaction with his composition
never came to him until the day after; on the same day he was always
happy, always pleased with himself——
And his mood seemed contagious. Aunt Betty smiled upon him and Hilda,
too, suddenly seemed attentive. She even suggested a walk with him, and
on the way through the garden stooped to pluck a rose for him and then
plucked another, the stem of which she held between her teeth, the red
flower drooping over her chin. He found himself talking to her without
timidity, without constraint, and she, too, laughed and recalled little
pranks he played on her when she visited Gunsdorf. He reminded her that
she had been a little girl then, her hair like a loose skein of silk
hanging down her back and even remembered the color of her dress and the
ribbon she had worn in her hair. His voice seemed to caress every
garment of hers as he dwelt in detail upon her dress in those days and
her attire now. She blushed as her eyes met his. She felt as if he had
actually passed his hand over her dress as he contrasted her former
short dresses with her present long skirt. He kept at a respectful
distance from her but once or twice his sleeve came in contact with her
sleeve and he consciously shrank back half a step, and she was strangely
conscious of the momentary touch.
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