He talked freely, bubbling over. He was alone with her, just she and he.
He felt for a moment that there was nobody else on earth but the two of
them. And they were walking through the narrow paths, high hedges on
either side, the sunlight sifting through like the finest silvery
powder, birds twittering and chirping everywhere. At times she walked
ahead of him—when the path was too narrow for them to walk side by
side—the bit of neck between her coiled hair and the collar of her
dress a delicious magnet, her elastic yet vigorous step music to his
ears. He was deploring the fact that so few people in Hamburg were
interested in poetry. She agreed with him and that irritated him without
knowing why and he became cynical.
“The people in Hamburg care more for beer and _sauerkraut_ than for
Lessing and Goethe,” he was saying. “They lack romance—” Then he tossed
his head, with a spiteful smile on his lips, and added, “When Cupid
darted his arrow at the Hamburg women he struck them in the stomach
instead of the heart.”
Hilda walked on in silence. His witticism displeased her. He had made a
few slurring remarks about Hamburgers before. They were walking side by
side and he noticed the slight change in her face. She did not seem as
friendly as before.
“I was not referring to all Hamburgers,” he said in a jesting tone
emphasizing the _all_.
He wished to make some allusion to herself but could not. She suddenly
seemed so distant. He thought he detected anger in her eyes. Then he
attempted playfulness, but that seemed to annoy her still more. Women
were a capricious lot, he concluded. He was beginning to understand
women, he was persuading himself, without realizing that to understand
them was the surest means of being disliked by them.
When they returned to the house they found the family on the veranda.
Hilda rushed up to her mother as if she had lost her way and at last
found it. He again felt awkward.
He went to his room and finished the poem that he had begun the day
before and copied it in a neat hand and again went in search of Hilda.
He found her seated on the ground under a tree with a book in her lap.
He approached her without timidity and at first stood by her chatting,
then sat down beside her. Albert was a good talker when he had a
definite subject but lacked the art of polite social conversation. He
was at his best when attacking or praising someone or something. The
book in her hand was a peg on which to hang conversation, and he made an
attempt to look at it.
“Is the book so bad that you would not have anyone see it?” he teased
her as she declined to show it to him.
“No, it’s a good book,”—still holding it behind her as if to prevent
him from seizing it.
“By whom was it written?”
She shook her head negatively, a faint smile in her eyes.
“What’s the name?”
Her head again shook from side to side.
“What’s it about?”
“You are too young to know.” She laughed softly, her eyes contracting.
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