IN these domains also are the laws unknown. Far above our heads, in the
very centre of the sky, shines the star of our destined love; and it is
in the atmosphere of that star, and illumined by its rays, that every
passion that stirs us will come to life, even to the end. And though we
choose to right or to left of us, on the heights or in the shallows;
though, in our struggle to break through the enchanted circle that is
drawn around all the acts of our life, we do violence to the instinct
that moves us, and try our hardest to choose against the choice of
destiny, yet shall the woman we elect always have come to us straight
from the unvarying star. And if, like Don Juan, we take a thousand and
three to our embraces, still shall we find, on that evening when arms
fall asunder and lips disunite, that it is always the same woman, good
or bad, tender or cruel, loving or faithless, that is standing before
us.
For indeed we can never emerge from the little circle of light that
destiny traces about our footsteps; and one might almost believe that
the extent and the hue of this impassable ring are known even to the
men who are furthest from us. It is the tinge of its spiritual rays
that they perceive first of all, and therefore will it come about that
they will either smilingly hold out their hand to us or draw it back in
fear. A superior atmosphere exists, in which we all know each other;
and there is a mysterious truth—deeper far than the material truth—to
which we at once have recourse, when we try to form a conception of a
stranger. Have we not all experienced these things, which take place
in the impenetrable regions of almost astral humanity? If you receive
a letter that has come to you from some far-away island lost in the
heart of the ocean, from a stranger whose very existence was unknown to
you, are you quite sure that it is really a stranger who has written
to you? And, as you read, do not certain deep-rooted, infallible
convictions—to which ordinary convictions are as nothing—come to you
concerning this soul that is thus meeting yours, in spheres known to
the gods alone? And, further, can you not understand that this soul,
that was dreaming of yours, heedless of time or space, that this soul,
too, had certitudes akin to your own? Strangest recognitions take
place on all sides, and we cannot hide our existence. Perhaps nothing
brings into broader daylight the subtle bonds that interconnect all
mankind than the little mysteries which attend the exchange of a few
letters between two strangers. This is perhaps one of the minute
crevices—wretchedly insignificant, no doubt, but so few there are
that the faintest glimmer of light must content us—this is perhaps
one of the minute crevices in the door of darkness, through which we
are allowed to peer for one instant, and so conceive to ourselves what
must be taking place in the grotto of treasures, undiscovered to this
day. Look through the passive correspondence of any man, and you shall
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