find in it an astonishing unity. I know neither of the two men who have
written to me this morning, yet am I already aware that my reply to
the one will differ in its essence from my reply to the other. I have
caught a glimpse of the invisible. And, in my turn, when some one,
whom I have never seen, writes to me, I know quite well that had he
been writing to the friend who is now before me, his letter had not
been exactly the same. A difference will there always be—but it is
spiritual and intangible. It is the invisible signal of the soul that
salutes its fellow. Doubtless must there be regions outside our ken
where none are unknown; a common fatherland whither we may go and meet
each other, and whence the return knows no hardship.
And it is in this common fatherland also that we chose the women we
loved, wherefore it is that we cannot have erred, nor can they have
erred either. The kingdom of love is, before all else, the great
kingdom of certitude, for it is within its bounds that the soul is
possessed of the utmost leisure. There, truly, they have naught to do
but to recognise each other, offer deepest admiration, and ask their
questions—tearfully, like the maid who has found the sister she had
lost—while, far away from them, arm links itself in arm and breaths
are mingling.... At last has a moment come when they can smile and
live their own life—for a truce has been called in the stern routine
of daily existence—and it is perhaps from the heights of this smile
and these ineffable glances that springs the mysterious perfume that
pervades love’s dreariest moments, that preserves for ever the memory
of the time when the lips first met....
Of the true, pre-destined love alone, do I speak here. When Fate
sends forth the woman it has chosen for us—sends her forth from
the fastnesses of the great spiritual cities in which we, all
unconsciously, dwell, and she awaits us at the crossing of the road
we have to traverse when the hour is come—we are warned at the first
glance. Some there are who attempt to force the hand of Fate. Wildly
pressing down their eyelids, so as not to see that which had to be
seen—struggling with all their puny strength against the eternal
forces—they will contrive perhaps to cross the road and go towards
another, sent thither but not for them. But, strive as they may, they
will not succeed in ‘stirring up the dead waters that lie in the great
tarn of the future.’ Nothing will happen; the pure force will not
descend from the heights, and those wasted hours and kisses will never
become part of the real hours and kisses of their life....
There are times when destiny shuts her eyes, but she knows full well
that, when evening falls, we shall return to her, and that the last
word must be hers. She may shut her eyes, but the time till she re-open
them is time that is lost....
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