Siegmund had found a white cave welling with green water, brilliant and
full of life as mounting sap. The white rock glimmered through the
water, and soon Siegmund shimmered also in the living green of the sea,
like pale flowers trembling upward.
“The water,” said Siegmund, “is as full of life as I am,” and he
pressed forward his breast against it. He swam very well that morning;
he had more wilful life than the sea, so he mastered it laughingly with
his arms, feeling a delight in his triumph over the waves. Venturing
recklessly in his new pride, he swam round the corner of the rock,
through an archway, lofty and spacious, into a passage where the water
ran like a flood of green light over the skin-white bottom. Suddenly he
emerged in the brilliant daylight of the next tiny scoop of a bay.
There he arrived like a pioneer, for the bay was inaccessible from the
land. He waded out of the green, cold water on to sand that was pure as
the shoulders of Helena, out of the shadow of the archway into the
sunlight, on to the glistening petal of this blossom of a sea-bay.
He did not know till he felt the sunlight how the sea had drunk with
its cold lips deeply of his warmth. Throwing himself down on the sand
that was soft and warm as white fur, he lay glistening wet, panting,
swelling with glad pride at having conquered also this small,
inaccessible sea-cave, creeping into it like a white bee into a white
virgin blossom that had waited, how long, for its bee.
The sand was warm to his breast, and his belly, and his arms. It was
like a great body he cleaved to. Almost, he fancied, he felt it heaving
under him in its breathing. Then he turned his face to the sun, and
laughed. All the while, he hugged the warm body of the sea-bay beneath
him. He spread his hands upon the sand; he took it in handfuls, and let
it run smooth, warm, delightful, through his fingers.
“Surely,” he said to himself, “it is like Helena;” and he laid his
hands again on the warm body of the shore, let them wander,
discovering, gathering all the warmth, the softness, the strange wonder
of smooth warm pebbles, then shrinking from the deep weight of cold his
hand encountered as he burrowed under the surface wrist-deep. In the
end he found the cold mystery of the deep sand also thrilling. He
pushed in his hands again and deeper, enjoying the almost hurt of the
dark, heavy coldness. For the sun and the white flower of the bay were
breathing and kissing him dry, were holding him in their warm concave,
like a bee in a flower, like himself on the bosom of Helena, and
flowing like the warmth of her breath in his hair came the sunshine,
breathing near and lovingly; yet, under all, was this deep mass of
cold, that the softness and warmth merely floated upon.
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