He consented after a while; and then he made me promise to bring her out
at a certain hour in the afternoon, that he might meet us at the door
and see her. I made all the arrangements for this with a light heart.
Though it was very difficult to hide from her what had happened, I did
so with a great effort. I persuaded her to come out earlier than usual.
She did not resist me. She was kinder, more tender, than I had ever
known. She began to say something of a story she had to tell me as we
went out. I went first and opened the door, and stood aside on the white
steps to let her go out. Her crape veil was thrown back. Though she was
still pale, there was a tint of life upon her cheeks. She was more like
herself in her refined, delicate beauty, more like a lily, my favourite
image of her, than she had been for ever so long.
I had begun to smile to myself at the success of our trick, when
suddenly I got frightened, I could scarcely tell how. Looking up, I saw
him standing on the pavement gazing at her, confounded. I can use no
other word. He looked bewildered, confused, half wild with amazement. As
for Mary, she had stopped short on the step. She was taken strangely by
surprise too; for the first moment she only gazed as he did. Then she
dropped her veil, and stepped back into the house. “I have forgotten
something,” she said; and turned round and went upstairs to her room. He
came in, too, and went upstairs after her, passing without looking at
me. His under lip seemed to have dropped; his cheerful face had lost all
its animation; his eyes had a wild, bewildered stare in them. What did
it mean? oh! what did it mean?
I did not know what to do. I wondered if he had followed her to speak to
her, or what was the meaning of those strange looks. I lingered in the
hall holding the handle of the door, feeling miserable, but not knowing
why. In two or three minutes she came downstairs. “I had forgotten my
handkerchief,” she said; and we went out together as if nothing had
happened. But something had happened, that was certain. She did not talk
very much that day. When we were coming home she said to me, quite
suddenly, “Was it your doing; Mary, that I met Mr Durham at the door?”
“He said it was so strange he had never seen you,” I said.
“Yes; but you should have known I would not do that for nothing. You
should not have been the one to betray me, Mary. I knew Mr Durham once.
He is associated with one of the most painful portions of my life.”
“Oh, Mary dear! I did not know----”
“You did not know, and I did not want you to find out; but never mind,
it is done. It need not, I hope, do any harm to you.”
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