Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Then Stephen turned and fled from them wildly. Away and away, anyhow,
anywhere, so long as she need not see them! She sobbed as she ran and
covered her eyes, tearing her clothes on the shrubs in passing, tearing
her stockings and the skin of her legs as she lunged against
intercepting branches. But suddenly the child was caught in strong arms,
and her face was pressing against her father, and Sir Philip was
carrying her back to the house, and along the wide passage to his study.
He held her on his knee, forbearing to question, and at first she
crouched there like a little dumb creature that had somehow got itself
wounded. But her heart was too young to contain this new trouble—too
heavy it felt, too much over-burdened, so the trouble came bubbling up
from her heart and was told on Sir Philip’s shoulder.
He listened very gravely, just stroking her hair. ‘Yes—yes—’ he said
softly; and then, ‘go on, Stephen.’ And when she had finished he was
silent for some moments, while he went on stroking her hair. Then he
said: ‘I think I understand, Stephen—this thing seems more dreadful
than anything else that has ever happened, more utterly dreadful—but
you’ll find that it will pass and be completely forgotten—you must try
to believe me, Stephen. And now I’m going to treat you like a boy, and a
boy must always be brave, remember. I’m not going to pretend as though
you were a coward; why should I, when I know that you’re brave? I’m
going to send Collins away to-morrow; do you understand, Stephen? I
shall send her away. I shan’t be unkind, but she’ll go away to-morrow,
and meanwhile I don’t want you to see her again. You’ll miss her at
first, that will only be natural, but in time you’ll find that you’ll
forget all about her; this trouble will just seem like nothing at all. I
am telling you the truth, dear, I swear it. If you need me, remember
that I’m always near you—you can come to my study whenever you like.
You can talk to me about it whenever you’re unhappy, and you want a
companion to talk to.’ He paused, then finished rather abruptly: ‘Don’t
worry your mother, just come to me, Stephen.’
And Stephen, still catching her breath, looked straight at him. She
nodded, and Sir Philip saw his own mournful eyes gazing back from his
daughter’s tear-stained face. But her lips set more firmly, and the
cleft in her chin grew more marked with a new, childish will to courage.
Bending down, he kissed her in absolute silence—it was like the sealing
of a sorrowful pact.
6
Anna, who had been out at the time of the disaster, returned to find her
husband waiting for her in the hall.
‘Stephen’s been naughty, she’s up in the nursery; she’s had one of her
fits of temper,’ he remarked.
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