Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Feminists -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
“And I want to save you from that,” Alan cried, leaning over her with
real tenderness, for she was already very dear to him. “I want to save
you from yourself; I want to make you think twice before you rush
headlong into such a danger.”
“_Not_ to save me from myself, but to save me from my own higher and
better nature,” Herminia answered with passionate seriousness. “Alan, I
don’t want any man to save me from that; I want you rather to help me,
to strengthen me, to sympathise with me. I want you to love me, not for
my face and form alone, not for what I share with every other woman,
but for all that is holiest and deepest within me. If you can’t love me
for that, I don’t ask you to love me; I want to be loved for what I am
in myself, for the yearnings I possess that are most of all peculiar to
me. I know you are attracted to me by those yearnings above everything;
why wish me untrue to them? It was because I saw you could sympathise
with me in these impulses that I said to myself, ‘Here, at last, is the
man who can go through life as an aid and a spur to me.’ Don’t tell me
I was mistaken; don’t belie my belief. Be what I thought you were, what
I know you are. Work with me, and help me. Lift me! raise me! exalt me!
Take me on the sole terms on which I can give myself up to you.”
She stretched her arms out, pleading; she turned those subtle eyes to
him, appealingly. She was a beautiful woman. Alan Merrick was human.
The man in him gave way; he seized her in his clasp, and pressed her
close to his bosom. It heaved tumultuously.
“I could do anything for you, Herminia,” he cried, “and indeed, I do
sympathise with you. But give me, at least, till tomorrow to think this
thing over. It is a momentous question; don’t let us be precipitate.”
Herminia drew a long breath. His embrace thrilled through her.
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