The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
Johanna read this letter innumerable times, and each time with a pang
of intolerable shame, each time on the verge of tears. It made her feel
so exposed and affronted. And then she would burrow again and again
into the artifice of those stilted sentences. Frightened and desperate,
and yet with a stabbing curiosity, she asked: What could have happened
to make Christian, him whom she trusted immeasurably, whom she knew to
be the soul of delicacy and reserve--what could have happened to make
him callously expose the most intimate things in life to the treachery
and hypocrisy of this man?
In her excitement she went to Crammon’s house, but he had left Vienna
long ago. She asked where he was, but received no certain information.
Aglaia named a Berlin hotel, Constantine the château of Count Vitztum
in the mountains of Saxony. Johanna wrote letters, tore them up,
reflected and brooded, was pursued by shame and doubt, and finally
determined to write to Amadeus Voss. She wrote a brief note in her
rigid, angular writing, her left hand clenched in rage, her forehead
wrinkled, her little teeth gnawing at her lip. With a certain mockery
of implication she thanked him for his trouble, contemptuously ignored
his indiscretion, controlled her profoundly instinctive aversion,
and finally, with an impatient turn of speech, demanded some clear
information concerning Christian Wahnschaffe, since she had never
been taught the reading of riddles or the solving of mysteries. She
admitted that she had no right to make this demand, since her interest
in Christian was merely a friend’s. But as such it was strong and kind
enough to justify her inquiries.
Four days later Voss’s answer reached her. Her heart beat as she held
the letter. Unopened she hid it in a drawer. Not till evening, when she
had locked herself into her room, did she open and read it.
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