The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
“Why does he live close to that woman? What does he expect of her? He
speaks of her in a tone of strange suspense. It is an uncanny, rash,
and insatiable curiosity that is in him. Once he lusted after palaces,
now he lusts after sties; once he desired counts and artists, cavaliers
and cocottes with ropes of pearls, now he seeks drunkards and paupers,
pimps and prostitutes. It is a lust that is in him, and neither
pilgrimage nor aspiration nor prayer--lust after the nail and stone,
the bell and candle, the stone and root, the trowel and hammer, and all
things wherein there is power and from which proceed both suffering
and knowledge. I have seen his eyes gleam when I spoke of the death
of an outcast, or of a deaf-mute’s drowning himself, who was my own
brother and died through his fault; and likewise when I spoke of the
self-inflicted death of another which I caused in my downtrodden youth.
I watched him well amid his jewels and paintings and silver plate, and
the flowers and costly books of his houses, when these things began to
satiate him, and when he began to listen greedily for the wailing that
comes from prison houses, and when a sleep full of fear came over him.
And now he plays with the poor and the things of the poor, and wanders
by and collects these things and takes delight in them; he reaches out
after one and then after another, and desires to know what is in each
and what that signifies, and yet remains the man he was. There is no
salvation in this, for it is written: Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard,
neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath
prepared for them that love him.
“But why does the woman follow him? Why does she refuse the monstrous
sums which his family has offered her to leave him? Why does she
calmly return with him to her own underworld, when she must be panting
after his gold, his jewels, his houses and gardens, his power and his
freedom? What holds her? Why does she tarry? What devil’s work is being
done? It happened recently that I walked home with him during a violent
snow-storm. He had given me a letter of his friend Crammon to read. It
was a long and foolish whine, such as one would rather expect from an
elderly blue-stocking than from a man of sense. We argued about the
letter, that is to say, he would not take it seriously, while I talked
myself into a rage over it.
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