The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
“Then he told me that a certain Baron von Thüngen, one of his former
boon-companions, had visited him on the previous day. You may remember
him; he was one of those who danced attendance on Eva Sorel--a
reddish-blond, affected dandy. This man, Wahnschaffe told me, had
hunted for him long and had sat talking with him a whole day. He had
said that he was dissatisfied with his life and longed for another
way of living; that he did not know what to do, but had become a prey
to unbearable melancholy; that he had always felt a deep sympathy
for Wahnschaffe, but had not ventured to approach him; and that all
he asked now was the privilege of sometimes spending an hour in his
company. All this Wahnschaffe told me half diffidently, half in
surprise. But the matter was not clear to me, and I said that Thüngen
was probably merely one of those half-crazy idlers who had lost his
appetite, and whose palate lusts for more sharply seasoned food. He did
not take my rudeness amiss, and only said that such a judgment was rash.
“When we had reached our goal I went upstairs with him to Karen
Engelschall’s rooms. I did not wish to leave him. I was angry because
he had again gotten the better of me by his icy sobriety. When we had
passed through the narrow hall-way, we heard Karen’s screeching voice
from the kitchen as well as the sound of wood chopping. We opened
the kitchen door. The pregnant woman was kneeling by the hearth and
splitting kindling wood. On a chair near the wall Isolde Schirmacher,
the young girl that waits on her, leaned back with a yellowish pale
face and closed eyes. An indisposition had overtaken her; it seemed
epileptic in character, for her limbs were rigid and her head bent
over backwards. She had evidently been at this task before, and Karen
had taken her place. The girl’s condition seemed to have caused her
no concern. She split the wood with her hatchet, and, unconscious
of our presence on the threshold, talked bitterly and blasphemously
concerning her pregnancy: she didn’t want another brat; she had a
horror of it; it ought to be throttled at its first breath. Her talk
was pure filth--impossible to report. Then Wahnschaffe entered the
room, and lifted Isolde Schirmacher from her chair, and carried her,
as though she were no burden at all, into the next room, and laid her
on the bed. Then he came back, and said to the woman: ‘Let that be,
Karen,’ and took the hatchet from her hand and heaped up the wood that
had been cut. The woman was frightened. She obeyed him, and was silent,
as though speech had died within her. This thing I saw with my own
eyes, and from this picture you can see the nature of the woman and the
relations of Wahnschaffe and herself.
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