Twin Tales: Are All Men Alike, and, The Lost TitianStringer, Arthur
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Twin Tales: Are All Men Alike, and, The Lost Titian
Stringer, Arthur
Canadian fiction
It wasn’t until the third lesson that Teddie, even through her
self-immuring hunger for knowledge, began to doubt the wisdom of her
arrangement with Raoul Uhlan. She began to dislike the perfume with
which this master of the brush apparently anointed his person, just as
she detected a growing tendency to emigrate from the realms of pure Art
to the airier outlands of more personal issues. She was as clean of
heart as she was clear of head, and she resented what began to dawn on
her as the rather unnecessary physical nearness of the man as he
corrected her drawing or pointed out her deficiencies in composition.
But his knowledge was undeniable, and his criticisms were true. She was
learning something. She was unquestionably getting somewhere. So she
refused to see what she had no wish to see. She endured the uliginous
oyster of self-esteem for the white pearl of knowledge that it harbored.
But on the day after the talk with her Uncle Chandler, when the next
lesson was under way, a new disquiet crept through her. The man seemed
to be forgetting himself. Instead of studying her over-scrambled
color-effects he seemed intent on studying the much more bewitching
lines of her forward-thrust chin and throat. Once, when he leaned
closer, apparently by accident, she moved away, apparently without
thought. It both puzzled and disturbed her, for she had not remained as
oblivious as she pretended to his stare of open hunger. Yet the
intentness of his gaze, as he attempted to lock glances with her, turned
out to be a bullet destined forever to fall short of its target. He was,
in fact, wasting his time on a Morse-code of the soul which had no
distinct meaning to her. He was lavishing on her a slowly-perfected
technique for which she had no fit and proper appreciation. Teddie, in
fact, didn’t quite know what he was driving at.
It wasn’t until she realized, beyond all measure of doubt, that the
repeated contact of his shoulder against hers was not accidental that a
faint glow of revulsion, shot through with anger, awakened in her. But
her inner citadels of fear remained uninvaded. She had nipped more than
one amatory advance in the bud, in her time. With one brief look, long
before that, she had blighted more than one incipient romance. Her scorn
was like a saber, slender and steel-cold, and she could wield it with
the impersonal young brutality of youth. And it had always been
sufficient.
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