But they seemed to her tired body to live, those nieces of hers, at the
ultimate points of the Viennese compass. Her feet and back ached at the
bare thought of those endless, cobbly streets, windswept, wet by rain
and snow. All roads led to Calvary. Those once charming streets of the
Imperial City were now but so many ways to the hill of charity, and it
was a hill that old age crept up timidly, anxiously. The cross was so
surely at the top.... Then she bethought herself how the days of the
week came only one at a time, the way after all that life was tempered
to mortality, one day, one thing at a time....
But it wasn't only troubles of food and raiment, of shelter; Frau
Stacher had grave theological difficulties as well, encrusted
confusingly about the admonition: "Be not solicitous for your life,
what you shall eat or for your body what you shall put on ... for your
Father knoweth that you have need of all these things." No, she had no
slightest understanding; and faith was but the dimmest of night-lights,
flickering so uncertainly that the dark masses of her difficulties
alone were apparent. She seemed to be caught terrifyingly between her
needs reduced though they were, really only a bed and enough food
to keep her alive, and the Divine withholding of those things. No,
she couldn't understand, and all through that last long night at Frau
Kerzl's she hung shiveringly over the dim puzzle of her life, which
once had fallen so easily into its bright and pleasant pattern....
For the dozenth time she pulled the little, hard, square feather-bed,
disdained of the Englishman, about her shoulders and drew her knees
up under it. At last out of her chill bewilderment she began to think
of Kaethe, of taking her the Thursday dinner, of what she could get,
in a world now filled mostly, it seemed, with inedible substances.
The thought of giving, even vicariously, lighted in her a glowing
eagerness. She found herself suddenly quite warm, even to her ankles
and feet, and as the late January light began to filter in through the
cracks of the brown rep curtains she fell, mercifully, into a deep
slumber.
II
LIESEL AND OTTO
_Allegretto amoroso._
Sorgen sind für
Morgen gut.
When belated and hurriedly Frau Stacher finally got away from Frau
Kerzl's, it was somewhat as a little war-bark after its time is up,
leaves an unpleasant port, but still a port, and puts out to sea in
sure signs of rough weather.
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