Frau Stacher was still wearing for "best" with a measure of decency,
some stancher remnants of the years of plenty. She now proceeded to put
on her black cloth suit with the embroidered black and white lapels,
the last thing she had bought before her "crac," arranging softly
about her neck, which was already encircled by a bit of narrow black
velvet, a certain piece of oft-washed and much-mended old lace that
she had worn for twenty years, pinning it with an oxydized silver bar
pin on which was stamped "Karlsbad," unlosable, valueless relic of a
journey in the happier days. She carefully brushed her black hat, with
its purple velvet knot faded into grey, giving it a few supplementary
pinches and pats before putting it on, instinctively at an angle that
was dignified, even becoming; then she rolled tightly her black cotton
umbrella and drew on her neatly darned black gloves. She paused on
the threshold to give a strange, pale glance about the familiar room
become suddenly not only unfamiliar, but odious. The cold north light
lay whitely upon it, bringing out every thread in the worn spots of the
old rug, by the door, under the table, as you went into the kitchen;
she remembered that Heinie's feet had had their part in wearing them
threadbare, Heinie now seven years in his grave. There by the window
was the unwieldy, red upholstered armchair that he had sat in all
through that last winter of his life, with smooth, shining, dark spots
on the arms and at the top. She shivered again but this time it was
not from the cold of the room. As she passed out, her arms held more
closely than ever to her sides, her head very erect, her little pride
all indeed that she had left to her out of a whole life full of things,
she still looked the Frau Commercial Advisor Stacher, born von Berg.
Her gentility was ineffaceable.
* * * * *
Liesel was busy in the tiny kitchen when her aunt rang gently,
apologetically. As she opened the door an entrancing smell,
unmistakably of fresh noodles in fresh butter, was wafted on the air.
It wasn't the sort of scent that hung around Frau Kerzl's apartment
nor about Irma's. Frau Stacher found herself sniffing it up eagerly,
and certainly Liesel's warm welcome fittingly accompanied it. Where
on earth did Liesel get the butter? she was thinking as she felt her
niece's bright cheek against hers and her soft breast warmly near. Her
spirits began to rise. She was momentarily out of sight and hearing of
the combat for food, enveloped sustainingly in that delightful union of
scents--above lilies and roses--fresh flour, fresh, warm butter! Her
heart was suddenly flooded with an immense gratitude, not alone for the
food, as she returned the soft embrace.
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