"I don't flatter myself that your love for me is such an important a
factor in your life as I should like it to be, or you would keep clear
of croppers. I don't think you are capable of very strong and enduring
emotions where a woman is concerned; nowadays men aren't. But, in your
own fashion, you love me all the same, and you'll keep on loving me. I
know you. And it's a fashion with which I should be very well content
if----"
"Yes, if; that's it--if! So what's the use?"
"You're frightfully selfish."
"Is that a new discovery? You've told me so--how many times? And now,
when for the first time in my life I'm really generous, you say it
again."
"But you're not generous; you're only considering yourself. You're more
selfish than ever. You love me in your fashion, but you must remember
that I love you in mine. I don't see myself how I'm going to marry you
just yet awhile."
"Just yet awhile!"
"Yes, I said just yet awhile. But then, are you thinking of marrying
someone else?"
"I shall never marry any other woman if I don't marry you. I'm not that
kind of man."
"Precisely. I believe you. Nor am I that kind of girl. As I say, I may
not be able to marry you just yet awhile, nor may I ever be able to
marry you at all, but--it's you or no one. Sydney, whatever becomes of
you, you will always be the only man in the world for me. You may come
badly to grief; you may do things I would much rather you didn't do;
you may make me suffer more than the average man makes the woman who
loves him suffer; but I'd rather anything than lose you. Whatever may
become of you, whatever you do, wherever you may be, be sure of one
thing, always--that I love you. I'll make open confession. Sydney, I'd
marry you to-morrow if you wished me. I don't think you're likely to,
nor do I think that it would be good for either of us if you did,
but--there's the truth. And that confession stands for always. In
whatever plight you may find yourself, penniless and in rags--I'm only
talking to suit your mood, you know--you have merely to say so that I
can hear you, 'Come, let's marry,' and I'll be your wife, your glad and
loving wife. Here's my hand on it, and my lips to boot if you'd like
them, as soon as the thing may be."
CHAPTER III
"Stop, Thief!"
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