England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Stepmothers -- Fiction
“Only to save you trouble, papa,” said Lottie; “if we do it every week,
we may hope to keep within our income; but how can you ever do that when
you leave butchers and bakers for a year?”
“My child,” said Captain Despard, with his grand air, “circumstances
have enabled me to yield to your wishes. I don’t say if it’s a system I
approve or don’t approve. I say to myself, Lottie is my only girl, and
she is like her dear mother; she shall have her way. From this day, my
dear, the new income which I receive from my country will go straight
into your hands. It is but a pittance. A poor soldier stands a poor
chance in these times, but such as it is, my love, it shows your
father’s trust in you. Take it, Lottie, and pay your bills according to
your pleasure. I will ask no questions; weekly, monthly, or once a
quarter, as long as I have a bit of dinner and a cup of coffee when I
want it. Your father’s confidence in you is perfect, Lottie, and I leave
it all to you.”
“Papa!” said the girl, trembling, half delighted, half frightened, half
taken in by that grand air. But he would hear no more. He kissed her
forehead with the favourite action of the _père noble_, and hurried
away. “No thanks, my child; no thanks,” he said.
It _was_ a pittance. Lottie stood where he left her gazing after him,
her veins tingling with mingled disappointment and pleasure. To the
inexperienced it seems always possible to do a great deal with a little,
and the power of paying bills at all seemed a heavenly power. But
Captain Despard chuckled to himself as he went away. He had purchased by
that fine address the right to be disagreeable ever after, to wave his
hand loftily, and to decline all knowledge of details. “Keep to your
bargain, my dear, and I’ll keep to mine,” he had the right to say; and
whereas some of his former income always had to be wasted upon the
household, let him make what resistance he would, at least that would be
the case no longer. Thus Lottie had her way, but in such a changed form
that it no longer seemed her way. With the addition of the St. Michael’s
allowance she had hoped that there would be plenty for all needs; but
what was she to do with the St. Michael’s allowance and no more?
Nevertheless, Lottie plucked up a heart. To feel that she had something
was always exhilarating, and inexperience has wild hopes which knowledge
does not venture to share. Her little room was full for a week after of
little bits of paper scribbled over with calculations. She was
determined to do it. If the dinner was not good enough for papa, he must
just go and dine elsewhere. And there was no Betty to make herself
disagreeable, but only a young girl, whom Lottie, heaven save her! meant
to train. Once a week or so Law and she could very well do without a
dinner. They were both still great on bread and butter, and capable, not
knowing anything about digestion, of swallowing innumerable cups of tea.
Her fond hopes of furniture and “picking up things” to make the little
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