Jewish fiction; Jews -- Fiction; Short stories, Yiddish -- Translations into English; Yiddish fiction -- Translations into English
He reached the square before the theater. The bright gleam of the
electric lights brought him to his senses. He stopped. As he did so, he
came near falling. He stumbled forward and leaned against the wall of a
building. He felt that his shoes were filled with snow. This however,
produced no effect whatever upon him. What did vex him was that he
could scarcely stand on his feet, that his heart was fearfully weak
and his desire for food persisted in growing. He would remain standing
there. Whither else should he go? Here, at least, it was light, and
soon he would see people. Many people--rich, happy. And what of it if
he _should_ see the wealthy, sated crowd? He would beg alms. He would
say that he had not eaten for three days.
Ask alms! He shuddered with repulsion at the idea. But he was so
terribly hungry! He had been on the point of stealing. Which was
better, stealing or begging? He leaned against the wall, threw his head
back, looked with a dull glance into the snowy distance, and with his
blunted mind, sought a reply.
The night watchman approached him and pushed him away.
“What are you doing here?”
Itsye scarcely moved. He could not raise his feet.
“Do you want to be arrested?”
Itsye nearly fell; he was greatly excited, but he composed himself
and gathered all his strength in a desperate effort to walk off. Ouf!
He could not feel his legs. Hunks of ice! He began to kick one foot
against the other.
“Well! Get a move on! Faster, there!”
Itsye snarled through his clamped teeth.
“Can’t you see I can barely move? Why do you chase me away? Better ask
whether I’m not hungry!”
He crossed the street. Several stores were still open. Hadn’t he better
go in and beg alms? He halted before a window. He desired to take
counsel with himself.
“I see you! I see you over there!” he heard the watchman shout.
He proceeded further along the street, to the other end, where it
was almost pitch dark. There he paused for a while to kick his feet
again. Then he walked along. He made a circle around the theatre and
came to a halt before the entrance. There were no policemen in sight.
They were inside the lobby seeking shelter from the wind and storm.
Itsye remained there, hopping now on one foot, now on the other.
Without any definite thoughts, utterly purposeless. He remained there
because it was light, because inside sat wealthy sated persons enjoying
themselves! And he must stand outside, covered with snow, frozen,
hungry, and would be joyful if he found a piece of bread! His anger
began to return. And he recollected that in the morning he had desired
to do something, to wreak vengeance.... Just what had it been? He
wrinkled his forehead. Just what had he meant to do?
“Ah! Much I can think up in there, now!”
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