Jewish fiction; Jews -- Fiction; Short stories, Yiddish -- Translations into English; Yiddish fiction -- Translations into English
He cried this out with an intense self-scorn. He was terrified at the
sound of his voice, and glanced at the large glass doors. Nobody was
looking at him; then he had not been heard. Whereupon this talking to
himself became pleasant. It afforded distraction. So he commenced to
speak. Detached phrases--fragments of his weary, confused thoughts.
“I’ll think up something, pah!... With a knife.... Or set fire....
That’s what I ought to.... That’s something!... Let them all roast
alive! What am I standing here for?... What am I waiting for?...
That wouldn’t give me anything!... They’d rather call the police!...
Kaplan--may the fires of hell seize him!”
He did not cease his chatter. And the more he spoke, the angrier he
grew. He forgot his hunger, he now “felt” his heart. He cursed with
imprecations as bitter as death and felt new life course through his
veins. He cast all manner of accusations upon the audience inside,
eating and drinking its fill and pursuing all manner of pleasures.
“To steal from those people and murder them is not a bit wrong!” he
philosophised. He was now in a mood for anything at all, and would
commit in absolute indifference whatever suggested itself. It seemed
to him that his strength could cope with any task now--that it was a
giant’s strength.
The glass doors swung open. The gendarmes appeared, followed
immediately by the crowd. Itsye remained calmly in his place. He did
not even cease talking to himself. The gendarmes had not yet noticed
him. They were busy with the sleighs. Itsye was therefore able to
continue his conversation undisturbed.
“Here they are already!” he said. “They’ve had a good time and plenty
to eat and drink, the dogs! In warm fur coats, arm in arm with their
wives, or even with prostitutes....”
A few passers-by eyed the snow-covered vagabond.
“Drunk or crazy,” remarked one of them. They went on their way. Itsye
cried after them:
“You’re drunk yourself! I’m not drunk, you curs! I’m hungry, you pimps!
I robbed a poor old woman of her supper, you scamps!... I, drunk! You
curs!... I’ve been hunting work for a month, cholera seize you! Not a
bite in my mouth for three days, you dogs!...”
A gendarme heard his voice and approached to discover who was shouting
and cursing.
“What are you screaming for? Move!”
The officer gave him a violent push.
“What are you shoving about?” cried Itsye and he raised his hand
against the officer. He felt that it would be a treat to deliver a
slap,--a fiery slap. He waited for one more push.
The gendarme noticed his gesture.
“Ha, you Jewish ‘phiz’!”
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