home, worn-out health, and miserable self-reproaches, he sinks to his
unhonored grave, leaving only a memory of disgrace to those who have
loved him.
I have known many a young man who has seen the right path as plain as
noonday. God has mercifully flashed clear conviction of duty upon him.
No mental mistake has hindered him. His judgment has been convinced; his
feelings have been moved; he has felt sure that it would be better for
him, for this life and for the nest, to take a decided position on the
side of God and righteousness. And what has hindered him? What has led to
waste and self-remorse? Has he been persuaded by the wise? Has he been
reasoned out of his convictions by the influential? No; he has been moved
by the jeer of a dandy or the sneer of the coquette; he has quenched his
conviction before the mocking taunt of some empty-brained street lounger;
has lowered his own high tone of morals lest he should seem _singular_ in
the little circle of worldly society surrounding him. Do you say, “Can a
man set himself against society?” If society quenches the true in you, if
it binds you, if it robs you of moral manhood, if it makes you its slave,
there can remain no question to you as to what is your duty. Scorn to
degrade yourself by yielding up your individuality to suit the whim of,
it may be, the worthless and vulgar.
You are stepping into life, where you will find thousands who became
vicious because they never formed the resolve to live nobly. Such men
are the dead leaves that fall upon the stream and flow, not by any vital
power or aim in themselves, but by the eddying current around them. There
is many a sot who is imbruted, because he never determined that he would
not be a drunkard. There is many a useless one who has become a cipher,
because he never resolved to give to his life a meaning. There is many
a filthy blasphemer who is profane, because he never resolved that the
foul oath should not soil his lips. There is many a defiled, polluted,
and diseased one, because he never resolved that he would not be the
companion of a whore. This is the sorrowfulest of all things—men ruined,
sinking into sin, vulgarity, uselessness, vileness, not because they
intended to be bad, but because they had not the courage to resolve to be
good.
It is yet more deeply to be lamented that the young men who are thus
ruined are mostly the open, the generous, and the frank. A cold nature
that no one cares for, that is not wanted in the drinking-room, or
smoking-room, or billiard-room, passes into manhood without hurt; but
good-natured and gleeful young men have a weak side whereby they become a
prey to the dissipated. They are companionable and sympathetic, therefore
miscreants suck them by temptation.
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