الْمَعْرُوفُ ابْتِدَاءٌ وَ أَمَّا مَنْ أَعْطَيْتَهُ بَعْدَ الْمَسْأَلَةِ فَإِنَّمَا كَافَيْتَهُ بِمَا بَذَلَ لَكَ مِنْ وَجْهِهِ يَبِيتُ لَيْلَتَهُ أَرِقاً مُتَمَلْمِلًا يَمْثُلُ بَيْنَ الرَّجَاءِ وَ الْيَأْسِ لَا يَدْرِي أَيْنَ يَتَوَجَّهُ لِحَاجَتِهِ ثُمَّ يَعْزِمُ بِالْقَصْدِ لَهَا فَيَأْتِيكَ وَ قَلْبُهُ يَرْجُفُ وَ فَرَائِصُهُ تَرْعُدُ قَدْ تَرَى دَمَهُ فِي وَجْهِهِ لَا يَدْرِي أَ يَرْجِعُ بِكَأْبَةٍ أَمْ بِفَرَحٍ .
Translation
Ahmad Bin Idrees, and someone else, from Muhammad Bin Ahmad, from Ahmad Bin Nuh Bin Abdullah, from Al Zahly, raising it, (It has been narrated) from Abu Abdullah<sup>asws</sup> having said: ‘The goodness, initiate it, and as for the one who gives it after the asking, so rather he has sufficed him after him having sacrificed his face for you, having spent his night swearing, restless, staying between the hope and the despair, not knowing where to face for his needs. Then he determined to go for it, so he came to you and his heart was quivering and his body was shaking, and you would have seen his blood in his face, not knowing whether he would be returning with gloom or with happiness’.
Compiled by Shaykh Muhammad ibn Ya'qub al-Kulayni
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