“My poor child,” she said, “I hope you are not too unhappy here.”
The elder woman's voice was so soft, her manner was so gentle and
feminine, that the girl's heart, that had been longing for six weeks,
with a greater hunger day after day, for womanly sympathy, leapt towards
her, and her eyes filled with tears.
“It is so strange here,” she said, piteously, “and I feel so lost,
without my friends and occupations, and--and--”
“Well? Tell me. Perhaps I may be able to help you.”
The girl turned away her head.
“Other things. Sometimes I feel frightened. To-night--that
newspaper--what Mme. Popea was saying--it seemed to scorch me.”
Mrs. Stapleton registered a mental resolution to talk pointedly to Mme.
Popea on the morrow. If English girls should have dumb pianos, it was
only fair that Roumanian widows should have invisible indecent pictures.
She smoothed the back of Felicia's hot hands. Her own were cool and
soft, and their touch was very grateful to Felicia.
“My poor child,” she said, “my poor child.”
She herself had suffered. She knew from sad tasting the bitterness of
many fruits that grow in the garden of life. Like many women, she judged
the flavour of another's future experiences by the aftertaste of her
own past. There were many, many Dead Sea apples that a woman had to eat
before the grave closed over her. The sight of the young soul shrinking
at the foretaste filled her with a sense of infinite pathos.
“I wonder if you would let me call you by your name sometimes when we
are alone,” she said, gently.
The girl flashed a grateful glance.
“Would you really? It is Felicia.”
“And mine is Katherine. I wonder how it would sound?”
“Katherine?” echoed Felicia, with a puzzled smile. “What do you mean?”
“I have not heard it for very many years. To everybody I have known I
have been Mrs. Stapleton. I should like to be called by my own name once
again. Would you do so?”
“Oh! yes--gladly. But how sad! How very, very lonely you must be. I
think I should pine away with loneliness. There must be quite a hundred
people who call me Felicia.”
“Then you must give us poor forlorn creatures some of your happiness,”
said Katherine, with a smile. “You must make allowances for us. Do not
judge us too harshly.”
“Oh! you must not compare yourself with the others,” said Felicia; “you
are quite different from--Mme. Popea, for instance.”