A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer — John Locke — John Shaqi
A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
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“Better not to do dat too offen, lessen we won’t git nowhar!” our
driver muttered to himself. “Dese mules is clean upsot in dar min’s.”
I was upset in my mind, too. I continued to cry in a helpless, hopeless
fashion, and was feeling that nothing on earth could make me more
wretched than I already was when it began raining. Lieutenant Johnston,
who had the soul of Mark Tapley, prophesied a shower and refused to
leave his seat with the driver, but in a little while he was driven
inside with us. It rained harder and harder--it poured. The ambulance
began to leak and the straw on the floor got wet. Milicent and I
huddled together under the old blanket shawl and drew over that a
ragged piece of oilcloth; but the rain soaked through. Where Lieutenant
Johnston sat there was a steady dripping, bursting now and then into a
stream. But he was not to be daunted by discomforts or difficulties.
He invented a trough for carrying off the water by making a dent in
his broad-brimmed hat, pulling the brim into a point, and sticking it
through a rent in the ambulance cover; and he was so merry over it all,
and so convinced that things might be far worse and would soon be much
better, that we were beginning to laugh at our own expense, when a
sullen rushing and roaring reminded us that the worst of our troubles
were still before us. We looked out of our ambulance upon the swollen
waters of the Pamunkey River.
The thing on which we were to cross it was moored to the bank by a
great chain. It was a lighter crowded with men and horses. There were
soldiers at the ends and sides holding long sticks which they used as
poles to direct and govern the craft. Our ambulance and mules were
driven on along with other teams, and we walked into the midst of
rearing and plunging horses, that threatened every minute to back off
the lighter into the river and drag us with them, while our craft was
making its slow way to the opposite bank.
I stood between two horses that reared and plunged the whole time. The
men who held them had hard work to control them, and, I must add, that
they swore roundly, and confess that this was the one occasion of my
life when I did not undervalue that accomplishment or wish to put any
restraint upon its free exercise. The truth is I was so scared that I
was ready to help along with either the work or the swearing, if I had
only known how.
As one of the men was trying his best to keep the horse he was holding
from plunging and kicking itself into the river, or plunging and
kicking itself on me, he caught my eye in the middle of an oath, and
interrupted himself to begin an apology. The horse took advantage of
this to make more vigorous demonstrations.
“Oh! oh!” I cried in terror, “finish--finish what you were saying to
the horse! He’s going to jump on me, and I’ll have to say it myself if
you don’t!”