Her sweet lips--pathetically sweet below the bandage--parted in a
smile--and they never seemed sweeter to the anguished man--and she also
whispered, "To-morrow!" and kissed him.
He went away, and as he closed the door he felt that it was the gate of
Paradise shut against him for ever.
He did not sleep that night, but spent it as a brave man spends the
night before his execution. For, after all, Jeremy Wendover was a
gallant gentlemen.
In the morning he went into Barbara's room before breakfast, as his
custom was, and found her still gay and bubbling over with the joy of
life. And when he was leaving her she stretched out her hands and
clasped his maimed face, as she had done once before, and said the same
reassuring words. Nothing could shake her immense, her steadfast love.
But Jeremy, entering the parlour and catching sight of himself in the
Queen Anne mirror over the mantle-piece, shuddered to the inmost roots
of his being. She had no conception of what she vowed.
He was scarce through breakfast when Mr. Hattaway entered, a full hour
before his usual time.
"I am in a prodigious hurry," said he, "for I must go post-haste into
Norfolk, to operate on my Lord Winteringham for the stone. I have not
a moment to lose, so I pray you to accompany me to your wife's
bedchamber."
The awful moment had come. Jeremy courteously opened doors for the
surgeon to pass through, and followed with death in his heart. When
they entered the room he noticed that Barbara had caused the nurse's
truckle-bed to be removed and that she was lying, demure as a nun, in a
newly made bed. The surgeon flung the black curtains from the window
and let the summer light filter through the linen blinds.
"We will have a longer exposure this morning," said he, "and to-morrow
a little longer still, and so on until we can face the daylight
altogether. Now, madam, if you please."
He busied himself with the bandages. Jeremy, on the other side of the
bed, stood clasping Barbara's hand: stood stock-still, with thumping
heart, holding his breath, setting his teeth, nerving himself for the
sharp, instinctive gasp, the reflex recoil, that he knew would be the
death sentence of their love. And at that supreme moment he cursed
himself bitterly for a fool for not having told her of his terror, for
not having sufficiently prepared her for the devastating revelation.
But now it was too late.
The bandages were removed. The surgeon bent down and peered into the
eyes. He started back in dismay. Before her right eye he rapidly
waved his finger.
"Do you see that?"
"No," said Barbara.
"My God, madam!" cried he, with a stricken look on his plump face,
"what in the devil's name have you been doing with yourself?"
Great drops of sweat stood on Jeremy's brow.
"What do you mean?" he asked.
"She can't see. The eye is injured. Yesterday, save for the
crystalline lens which I extracted, it was as sound as mine or yours."