"I was afraid something had happened," said Barbara in a matter-of-fact
tone. "Baby was restive in the night and pushed his little fist into
my eye."
"Good heavens, madam!" exclaimed the angry surgeon, "you don't mean to
say that you took a young baby to sleep with you in your condition?"
Barbara nodded, as if found out in a trifling peccadillo. "I suppose
I'm blind for ever?" she asked casually.
He examined the eye again. There was a moment's dead silence. Jeremy,
white-lipped and haggard, hung on the verdict. Then Hattaway rose,
extended his arms and let them drop helplessly against his sides.
"Yes," said he. "The sight is gone."
Jeremy put his hands to his head, staggered, and, overcome by the
reaction from the terror and the shock of the unlooked-for calamity,
fell in a faint on the floor.
After he had recovered and the surgeon had gone, promising to send his
apprentice the next day to dress the eyes, which, for fear of
inflammation, still needed tending, Jeremy sat by his wife's bedside
with an aching heart.
"'Tis the will of God," said he gloomily. "We must not rebel against
His decrees."
"But, you dear, foolish husband," she cried, half laughing, "who wants
to rebel against them? Not I, of a certainty. I am the happiest woman
in the world."
"'Tis but to comfort me that you say it," said Jeremy.
"'Tis the truth. Listen." She sought for his hand and continued with
sweet seriousness: "I was selfish to want to regain my sight; but my
soul hungered to see my babe. And now that I have seen him I care not.
Just that one little peep into the heaven of his face was all I wanted.
And 'twas the darling wretch himself who settled that I should not have
more." After a little she said, "Come nearer to me," and she drew his
ear to her lips and whispered:
"Although I have not regained my sight, on the other hand I have not
lost a thing far dearer--the face that I love which I made up of your
voice and the plash of water and the sunset and the summer air." She
kissed him. "My poor husband, how you must have suffered!"
And then Jeremy knew the great, brave soul of that woman whom the
Almighty had given him to wife, and, as he puts it in his diary, he did
glorify God exceedingly.
So when Barbara was able to travel again Jeremy sent for the great,
roomy chariot and the horse-pistols and the post-horses, and they went
back to Bullingford, where they spent the remainder of their lives in
unclouded felicity.
II
THE CONQUEROR