He laughed gaily, to cheer her. She must laugh, too, like a happy bride,
to please her lord. He demanded to see the wedding ring. She held up her
gloveless left hand. Her heart grew warm again, as the symbol of their
union gleamed before the eyes of both. A little later, she was nestling
in his arms, murmuring her content in low dove notes that stole sweetly
over his senses.
Thus began their married life. In moments of intoxication they touched
some of the lower stars. In sober hours they trod upon indubitable
earth, which each pretended to call the floor of paradise. When the
Trinity law sittings commenced, Hugh was forced to return to London.
On the evening before his departure, they were sitting together on the
pier, somewhat silent. Minna sighed her regret. The end of the honeymoon
already. Although it was not the poor tragedy:--“_Déjà!--Enfin!_”--yet
Hugh’s responsive, “Yes, already,” was somewhat lacking in spontaneity.
Minna marked it, with a little pang of mortification, but she said,
indulgently:
“I believe you want to get back to your horrid briefs.”
He did not deny the fact. “I must lose no chances now, dear. Energy is
doubly necessary.”
“There ought to be no work in the world,” she answered, in her slow,
plaintive way. “I wish we could live just as we have been doing.”
Hugh protested. His blindest flatterer could not call him a fanatical
Carlylean in his views of the nobility of toil, but purposeful joining
in the great struggle for existence was a condition of moral health.
He apologised for the platitude. Minna laughed, dubbed it an old wives’
fable to be ranked with the proverbial but fallacious advantages of
early rising. She wanted nothing in life but love. It was its own
purpose. It was the heart of life.
“But the heart cannot exist by itself,” he answered, earnestly. “It must
have its clothing of flesh, its supply of blood. And the stronger and
more vigorous these outer walls of life are, the truer does it beat.”
“I think you only look upon love as one of the outer graces of life
and not the heart at all,” she said, pensively. “For you, the heart is
something quite different.”
“If it isn’t you, dear, can you tell me what it is?” he asked, tenderly.
She yielded herself to the arm he had slipped behind her.
“I suppose it is I, after all,” she said, with a half sigh. “I hope so.
If not I shall be throbbing, quite bare, without my wall of flesh. You
will always go on loving me, Hugh? It would kill me now if you didn’t.”
He answered as millions of men have done since the world began:
honestly, according to his lights, willing to love her loyally for her
soul’s sake, not for her beauty’s. Yet the consciousness of an effort
of volition in the matter was disquieting. As usual, he took refuge in
impetuous speech.
“I shall love you blindly and passionately till the hour of my death.”