The Meditations of the Emperor Marcus Aurelius Antoninus: A new rendering based on the Foulis translation of 1742
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35. The healthy eye ought to look on everything visible, and not to
say, "I want green," like an eye that is diseased. Sound hearing or
sense of smell ought to be ready for all that can be heard or smelt;
and the healthy stomach should be equally disposed for all sorts of
food, as a mill for all that it was built to grind. So also the
healthy mind should be ready for all things that happen. That mind
which says, "Let my children be spared, and let men applaud my every
action," is as an eye which begs for green, or as teeth which require
soft food.
36. There is no man so happily fated but that when he is dying some
bystander will rejoice at the doom which is coming upon him. Were he a
virtuous and wise man; will not some one at the last say within
himself: "At last I shall breathe freely, unoppressed by this
pedagogue. He was not indeed hard on any of us; but I always felt that
he tacitly condemned us"? This they would say of a good man. But, in
my own case, how many more reasons are there why a multitude would
rejoice to be rid of me? You will reflect on this when dying, and
depart with the less regret when you consider: "I am leaving a life
from which my very partners, for whom I toiled, and prayed, and
planned, are wishing me to begone; hoping, it may be, to gain some
additional advantage from my departure." Why then should one strive
for a longer sojourn here? Yet let not your parting with them be less
pleasant on this account. Preserve your own character, remain to them
friendly, benevolent, gracious. On the other hand, depart from your
fellow-men, not as if torn away; but let your going be like that of
one who dies an easy death, whose soul is gently released from the
body. Nature knit and cemented you to your fellows, but now she parts
you from them. I part, then, as from relations, not reluctant, but
unconstrained. For death, too, is a thing accordant with nature.
37. Accustom yourself as much as possible, when any one takes any
action, to consider only: To what end is he working? But begin at
home; and examine yourself first of all.
38. Remember that the mover of the puppet strings is the hidden
principle within. It is that which is eloquence; that which is life;
that, if I may say so, which is the man. Never, in your imagination,
confound that principle with the surrounding earthen vessel and the
little organs that are kneaded on to it. Excepting that they grow upon
us, they are like the carpenter's axe; since, without the moving and
restraining principle, none of these parts in itself is of any greater
service than the shuttle to the weaver, the pen to the writer, or the
whip to the charioteer.
END OF THE TENTH BOOK.
BOOK XI.