Adrift on the Amazon — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Adrift on the Amazon
John Stuart Mill · en
David had just passed his twenty-first year. He was tall, of athletic
build, with dark hair and eyes. There was the look of determination in
his face that caused others instinctively to respect him. And his
regular, pleasant features bespoke intelligence and breeding. If his
natural bent could only be diverted into the proper channel, there was
no question but that inborn ability and determination would make
themselves felt, and in no uncertain manner.
His father and mother returned just in time for dinner. That there was
anything unusual about this did not occur to David for, often when his
mother chanced to be in the vicinity of the office in the late afternoon
she dropped in and the two motored home together.
The conversation during the meal was a conventional one. It was not
until later when the three were together in the library that the subject
uppermost in David’s mind was broached.
“I have been talking this thing over with your mother,” his father began
abruptly. “There is but one thing in our minds. Regardless of how we
feel about it personally, we must consent to the course that seems best
for your own good.”
David said nothing, but looked expectantly at his mother.
“Are you sure, David?” she asked in a low voice. “Is your mind made up
definitely? Is there not the least possibility that you may want to
reconsider? Remember you are young. A mistake may mean the loss of
years, perhaps, that will never return. Here you have rare opportunities
to make both name and fortune. It would be well to think of these things
and to try to picture what it will mean to you to give up a certainty
for an uncertainty, for you know very little about the course you are
favoring.”
“I have thought of all that,” he said uncomfortably, “and I wish I could
feel differently, for your sake. But I just can’t help it. I have always
wanted to be out in the open where there is room to see and do things.”
For a moment nothing was said.
“Well,” his father finally ventured with a sigh, “then there is nothing
for us to do but to give you the chance you think we owe you. Be sure
that you are sure. Take a few weeks to think it over in. But you must
promise one thing. If we let you go and you don’t make good or find out
that you were mistaken after all, you will come back to the office and
buckle down to hard work and never mention the subject again.”
“I don’t need the time; my mind is made up now. And, I promise; but I
will get along all right and in the end you will be glad you let me try
it.”