All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice
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“Those good little girls like Berry are just the ones to be deceived
and ruined by designing men, child. But put it out of your thoughts,
love, do. We cannot alter the world nor mankind, and all I can say to
you is that it’s better not to brood over imaginary troubles. Bonair
shall marry you, darling, never fear.”
CHAPTER VIII. LOVED AND HATED.
“Time put his sickles in among the days,” and the weeks slipped away
and brought winter weather.
But long before the first snow, Charley Bonair had gone away from
New Market, ostensibly for a yachting trip with some of his bachelor
friends, leaving Rosalind piqued and angry.
For when she had asked him point-blank how long he wanted to wait
before the wedding, he had answered debonairly, that she might take all
the time she wanted. He guessed that both were young enough to wait
a while. Anyhow, he wanted to have this bachelor trip with the boys
before he thrust his neck into the matrimonial noose!
Rosalind, secretly furious at his indifference, was on the point of
telling him to go and stay forever, but she bit the tip of her rosy
tongue, keeping back the sharp retort, and half sobbed instead:
“Oh, Charley, I shall miss you so!”
“I should hate to think that you were lonely, dear, but I don’t believe
you will be, for Lucile and Marie intend to have you with them in
California for the winter months, after Christmas. Will you go?”
“Gladly, if you will promise to join us there when you come back.”
“It’s a bargain,” he answered, laughing, but none of her entreaties
could prevail on him to fix the date of his return.
He did not really know, he said. It would depend on the other fellows.
Meanwhile she was to enjoy herself in her own way; he would not find
fault nor get jealous!
When he had gone away, she loved and hated him by turns, and she was
more than ever sure that Berry Vining had stolen his heart.
“Oh, if I could find her, and were quite, quite sure of her guilt, I
would wreak a bitter vengeance,” she murmured angrily, to the silent
walls of her luxurious chamber.
She would have given anything to know the whereabouts of the girl she
believed to be her rival.
It nearly maddened her to think that Charley might be seeing her daily,
basking in her smiles, laughing with her, perhaps, over the deferred
wedding. Her hatred of the young girl grew each day, until it became a
passion for revenge.
“My day will come! Let her look to herself, that day!” she vowed
bitterly.
She went one day to the cottage on pretense of getting a cloth suit
pressed, and with pretended sympathy, asked Mrs. Vining if she had ever
had any news of the missing girl.
Mrs. Vining wept as she declared that she had never heard any news of
her daughter.
“She may be dead and buried for aught I know to the contrary, Miss
Montague.”
“Perhaps she has eloped with a lover,” cried Rosalind, but the old
woman frowned, and answered quickly: