Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Backwater : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 2
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surrounded with a sort of light, going on and on and on towards heaven,
tea-time seeming so nice and mean and ordinary afterwards--or a book
about a place in the north of England called Saltcoats, brine, and a
vicarage and miners; the people in the book horrible, not lit up,
talking about things and being gloomy and not always knowing what to do,
never really sure about Heaven like the Fairchild family, black brackish
book. The “Fairchild Family” was golden and gleaming.
“The Anatomy of Melancholy” would not be golden like “The Fairchild
Family” ... “the cart was now come alongside a wood which was
exceedingly shady and beautiful”; “good manners and civility make
everybody lovely”; but it would be round and real, not just chilly and
moaning like “Saltcoats.” The title would be enough to keep one going at
tea-time. An_at_--omy of _Mel_--ancholy, and the look of the
close-printed pages and a sentence here and there. The Pernes would not
believe she really wanted it there on the table. The girls would stare.
When “The Story of Adèle” was finished she would have to find some other
book; or borrow one. Nancie Wilkie, sitting at tea with her back to the
closed piano facing the great bay of dark green-blinded window, reading
“Nicholas Nickleby.” Just the very one of all the Dickens volumes that
would be likely to come into her hands. Impossible to borrow it when
Nancie had finished with it. Impossible to read a book with such a
title. “David Copperfield” was all right; and “The Pickwick Papers.”
“Little Dorritt”--“A Tale of Two Cities”--“The Old Curiosity Shop.”
There was something suspicious about these, too.
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Adèle--the story of Adèle. The book had hard, unpleasant covers with
some thin cottony material--bright lobelia blue--strained over them and
fraying out at the corners. Over the front of the cover were little
garlands and festoons of faded gold, and in the centre framed by an oval
band of brighter gold was the word Adèle, with little strong tendrils on
the lettering. There was some secret charm about the book. The strong
sunlight striking the window just above the coarse lace curtains that
obscured its lower half, made the gilding shine and seem to move--a
whole wild woodland. The coarse white toilet-cover on the chest of
drawers, the three Bibles, the little cheap mahogany-framed
looking-glass, Nancie Wilkie’s folding hand-glass, the ugly gas bracket
sticking out above the mirror, her own bed in the corner with its coarse
fringed coverlet, the two alien beds behind her in the room, and the
repellant washstand in the far corner became friendly as the sun shone
on the decorated cover of the blue and gold book.