Camille (La Dame aux Camilias) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Camille (La Dame aux Camilias)
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“Ah, I remember,” said Marguerite, with a smile. “It was not you who
were absurd; it was I who was mischievous, as I still am, but somewhat
less. You have forgiven me?”
And she held out her hand, which I kissed.
“It is true,” she went on; “you know I have the bad habit of trying to
embarrass people the first time I meet them. It is very stupid. My
doctor says it is because I am nervous and always ill; believe my
doctor.”
“But you seem quite well.”
“Oh! I have been very ill.”
“I know.”
“Who told you?”
“Every one knew it; I often came to inquire after you, and I was happy
to hear of your convalescence.”
“They never gave me your card.”
“I did not leave it.”
“Was it you, then, who called every day while I was ill, and would
never leave your name?”
“Yes, it was I.”
“Then you are more than indulgent, you are generous. You, count,
wouldn’t have done that,” said she, turning toward M. de N., after
giving me one of those looks in which women sum up their opinion of a
man.
“I have only known you for two months,” replied the count.
“And this gentleman only for five minutes. You always say something
ridiculous.”
Women are pitiless toward those whom they do not care for. The count
reddened and bit his lips.
I was sorry for him, for he seemed, like myself, to be in love, and the
bitter frankness of Marguerite must have made him very unhappy,
especially in the presence of two strangers.
“You were playing the piano when we came in,” I said, in order to
change the conversation. “Won’t you be so good as to treat me as an old
acquaintance and go on?”
“Oh,” said she, flinging herself on the sofa and motioning to us to sit
down, “Gaston knows what my music is like. It is all very well when I
am alone with the count, but I won’t inflict such a punishment on you.”
“You show me that preference?” said M. de N., with a smile which he
tried to render delicately ironical.
“Don’t reproach me for it. It is the only one.” It was fated that the
poor man was not to say a single word. He cast a really supplicating
glance at Marguerite.
“Well, Prudence,” she went on, “have you done what I asked you to do?”
“Yes.
“All right. You will tell me about it later. We must talk over it;
don’t go before I can speak with you.”
“We are doubtless intruders,” I said, “and now that we, or rather I,
have had a second introduction, to blot out the first, it is time for
Gaston and me to be going.”
“Not in the least. I didn’t mean that for you. I want you to stay.”
The count took a very elegant watch out of his pocket and looked at the
time. “I must be going to my club,” he said. Marguerite did not answer.
The count thereupon left his position by the fireplace and going up to
her, said: “Adieu, madame.”
Marguerite rose. “Adieu, my dear count. Are you going already?”
“Yes, I fear I am boring you.”
“You are not boring me to-day more than any other day. When shall I be
seeing you?”
“When you permit me.”
“Good-bye, then.”