Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6
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“If one could peacefully fall asleep until the summing up.”
She spoke out quite clearly, moving so that she was half turned towards
Miriam, and completely exposed to her, as she sat with an elbow on the
back of her chair and her knees comfortably crossed, in all her slender
grey-clad length, still set towards the centre of the platform. Miriam
unwillingly searched her curious effect of making in the atmosphere
about her, a cold, delicate, blue and white glare. She had seemed, all
the evening, a well-dressed presence. But her little oval hat, entirely
covered with a much washed piece of cream coloured lace and set back
from her forehead at the angle of an old-fashioned flat lace cap, had
not been bought at a shop, and the light grey garment so delicate in
tone and expression, open at the neck, where creamy lace continued the
effect of the hat, was nothing but a cheap rain-cloak. Either she was
poor, and triumphing over her poverty with a laborious depressing
ingenuity, or she was one of those people who deliberately do everything
cheaply. There was something faintly horrible, Miriam felt, about the
narrowness of her escape from dowdiness to distinction.... Washable lace
was the simplest possible solution of the London hat problem. No
untravelled Englishwoman would have thought of it...... Behind the
serenity of her smooth white brow, behind her cold wide clearly ringed
sea-blue eyes, was the dominant intelligence of it all, the secret of
the strange atmosphere, that enveloped her whole effect; so strong and
secure that it infected her words and movements with a faint robust
delicate levity. In most women the sum of the tangible items would have
produced the eye-wearying, eye-estranging pathos of the spectacle of
patience fighting a lost battle, supplied so numerously all over London
by women who were no longer young; or at least a consciously resigned
cheerfulness. But she sat there with the enviable cool clear radiant
eyes of a child that is held still and unsmiling by the deep
entrancement of its mirth.