Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6
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As long as the hot bandages were held to her head Mrs. Bailey seemed to
find relief and presently began to murmur complaints of the trouble she
was giving. Miriam, longing to sing, threatened to withdraw unless she
would remain untroubled until she was better, or weary of the treatment.
At ten o’clock she was free from pain, but her feet and limbs were cold.
“You ought to have a pack all over,” said Miriam judicially.
“That’s what I felt when you began,” agreed Mrs. Bailey.
“Of course. It’s the even temperature. I’ve never had one, but we were
all brought up homeopathically.” Sissie went away to make tea.
“Was you?” said Mrs. Bailey drawing herself into a sitting posture.
Miriam launched into eager description of the little chest with its tiny
bottles of pilules and tinctures and the small violet-covered book about
illnesses strapped into its lid; the home-life all about her as she
talked.... Belladonna; aconite; she was back amongst her earliest
recollections, feeling small and swollen and feverish; Mrs. Bailey,
sitting up, with her worn glad patient face seemed to her more than ever
like her mother; and she could not believe that the lore of the book and
the little bottles did not reside with her.
“Aconite,” said Mrs. Bailey, “that was in the stuff the doctor give me
when I was so bad last year.” That was all new and modern. Mrs. Bailey
_must_ see if she could only rapidly paint them for her, the home scenes
all about the room.
“They _use_ those things in the British Pharmacopoeia, but they pile
them in in bucketsful with all sorts of minerals” she said
provisionally, holding to her pictures while she pondered for a moment
over the fact that she had forgotten until to-night that she was a
homeopath.
Mr. Gunner came quietly in with Sissie and the tea, making a large party
distributed almost invisibly in the gloom beyond the circle of dim
lamplight. There was a joyful urgency of communication in the room. But
the teacups were filled and passed round before the accumulated
intercourse broke through the silence in a low-toned remark. It seemed
to come from everyone and to bear within it all the gentle speech that
had sounded since the world began; light spread outward and onward from
the darkened room.
Taking her share in the remarks that followed, Miriam marvelled.
Unqualified and unprepared, utterly undeserving as she felt, she was
aware, within the controlled tone of her slight words, of something that
moved her, as she listened, to a strange joy. It was within her, but not
herself; an unknown vibrating moulding force.....