When Sissie went away with the tea-things, Mr. Gunner came to the
bedside to take leave. Sitting on the edge of the bed near Miriam’s
chair he bent murmuring; Miriam rose to go; Mrs. Bailey’s hand
restrained her. “I think you know” whispered Mr. Gunner, “what we are to
each other.” Miriam made no reply; there was a golden suffusion before
her eyes, about the grey pillow. Mrs. Bailey was clutching her hand. She
bent and kissed the hollow cheek, receiving on her own a quick eager
mother’s kiss, and turned to offer her free hand to Mr. Gunner who
painfully wrung it in both his own. Outside in the darkness St. Pancras
clock was striking. She felt a sudden sadness. What could they know of
each other? What could any man and woman know of each other?
When Mr. Gunner had gone and she was alone with Mrs. Bailey, the trouble
lifted. It was Mrs. Bailey who had permitted it, she who would steer and
guide, and she was full of wisdom and strength. She could unerringly
guide anyone through anything. But how had she arrived at permitting
such an extraordinary thing?
“Poor boy,” sighed Mrs. Bailey.
“Why poor boy? Nothing of the sort,” said Miriam.
“Well, it’s a comfort to me you think that; I’ve worried meself ill over
him. I’ve been keeping him off for over a twelvemonth.”
“Well, it’s all settled now so you needn’t worry any more.”
“It’s his age I look to; he’s only two and twenty,” flushed Mrs. Bailey.
“He looks older than that.”
“He does look more than his age, I allow; he never had any home; his
father married a second time; he says this is the first home he’s had;
he’s never been so happy.” All the time he had been halting about in the
evenings in the dining-room, never going out and seeming to have nothing
to do but a sort of malicious lying-in-wait to make facetious remarks,
he had been feeling at home, happy at home, and growing happier and
happier. Poor little man, at home in nothing but the dining-room at
Tansley Street.... Mrs. Bailey..... Was he good enough for her? She had
not always liked or even approved of him.
“Well; that’s lovely. Of course he has been happy here.”
“That’s all very well for the past; but there’s many breakers ahead. He
wants me to give up and have a little home of our own. But there’s my
chicks. I can’t give up till they’re settled. I’ve told him that. I
can’t do less than my duty by _them_.”
“Of course not. He’s a dear. I think he’s splendid.” But how generously
glowing the struggling house seemed now; compared to a life alone, in
some small small corner, with Mr. Gunner.....
“Bless ’im. He’s only a clurk, poor boy, at thirty-five weekly.”
“Of course clerks don’t make much; unless they have languages. He ought
to learn one or two languages.”