Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6
John Stuart Mill · en
Miriam could not believe she had heard the deep-toned emphatic words.
She stared stupidly at his unconscious thoughtful brow; for a strange
moment feeling her own thoughts and her own outlook behind it. She felt
an instant’s pang of disappointment; the fine brow had lost something,
seemed familiar, almost homely. But an immense relief was surging
through her. “No--Ree--ally, most-wonderful,” he reiterated with almost
reproachful emphasis, sitting down with his head eagerly forward between
his shoulders, waiting for her response. “Yes, _isn’t_ he?” she said
encouragingly and waited in a dream while he sat back and drew little
volumes from his pocket, his white eyelids downcast below his frowning
brow. Would he qualify his praise? Had he read enough to come upon any
of the chills and contradictions? However this might be, Emerson had
made upon this scholarly foreigner, groping in him with his scanty
outfit of language, an overwhelming impression. Her own lonely
overwhelming impression was justified. The eyes came up again, gravely
earnest. “No,” he said, “I find it most difficult to express the
profound impression this reading have made on me.”
“He isn’t a bit original,” said Miriam surprised by her unpremeditated
conclusion, “when you read him you feel as if you were following your
own thoughts.”
“That is so; he is not himself philosophe; I would call him rather,
poète; a most remarkable quality of English, _great_ dignity and with at
the same time a most perfect simplicity.”
“He understands everything; since I have had that book I have not wanted
to read anything else .... except Maeterlinck” she murmured in
afterthought, “and in a way he is the same.”
“I do not know this writer” said Mr. Shatov, “and what you say is
perhaps not quite good. But in a manner I can have some sympa-thaytic
apprysiacion with this remark. I have read yesterday the whole day; on
different omnibuses. Ah. It was for me _most_-wonderful.”
“Well, I always feel, all the time, all day, that if people would only
read Emerson they would understand, and not be like they are, and that
the only way to make them understand what one means would be reading
pieces of Emerson.”
“That is true; why should you not do it?”
“Quotations are feeble; you always regret making them.”
“No; I do not agree,” said Mr. Shatov devoutly smiling, “you are wrong.”
“Oh, but think of the awful people who quote Shakespeare.”
“Ach-ma. People are, in general, silly. But I must tell you you should
not cease to read until you shall have read at least some Russian
writers. If you possess sensibility for language you shall find that
Russian is _most_-beautiful; it is perhaps the most beautiful European
language; it is, indubitably, the most rich.”
“It can’t be richer than English.”