Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6
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When she came in the next evening he was in the hall. He came forward
with his bearded courteous emphatically sweeping foreign bow; a foreign
professor bowing to an audience he was about to address. Bitte verzeihen
Sie, he began, his rich low tones a little breathless; the gong blared
forth just behind him; he stood rooted, holding her with respectful
melancholy gaze as his lips went on forming their German sentences. The
clangour died down; people were coming downstairs drawing Miriam’s gaze
as he moved from their pathway into the dining-room, still facing her
with the end of his little speech lingering nervously on his features.
He was in his frock-coat and shone richly black and white under the
direct lamplight; he was even more handsome than she had thought,
solidly beautiful, glowing in shapely movement as he stood still and
gestureless before her, set off by the shapelessly moving, dinner drawn
forms passing into the dining-room. She smiled in response to whatever
he may have said and wondered, having apologised for yesterday, in what
way he would announce to her the outside engagement for this evening for
which he was so shiningly prepared. “Zo,” he said gravely, “if you are
now free, I will almost immediately come up; we shall not wait till
eight o’clock.” Miriam bowed in response to the sweeping obeisance with
which he turned into the dining-room, and ran upstairs. He came up
before the end of the first course, before she had had time to test in
the large overmantel the shape of her hair that had seemed in the little
mirror upstairs, accidentally good, quite like the hair of someone who
mysteriously knew how to get good effects.
“I have been sleeping,” he said in wide cheerful tones as he crossed the
room, “all day until now. I am a little stupid; but I have very many
things to say you. First I must say you,” he said more gravely and stood
arrested with his coat tails in his hands, in front of the chair
opposite to hers at a little table, “that your Emerson is
_most_-wonderful.”