Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6
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Looking like that, she was now to take him in amongst the British Museum
officials, and the readers she knew by sight and who knew her; introduce
him to the librarian. She scanned him as he eagerly talked, looking in
vain for the presence she had sat with in the drawing-room; the eyes had
come back; but that was all, and she could not forget how brooding,
almost evil, they had looked just now. They gleamed again with
intelligence; but their brilliant beauty shone from a face that looked
almost dingy, in the hard light; and yellowish under the frightful hat
peaked down, cutting off his forehead. He was gloveless and in his
hands, grimed with walking in the winter streets, he held a paper bag of
grapes which he ate as he talked, expelling the skins and flinging them
from him as he walked .... he looked just simply disreputable. Even his
voice had gone; raised against the traffic it was narrow and squeaky; a
disreputable foreigner, plunging carelessly along, piercing her ear with
mean broken English. She shouted vague replies in French; in yelled
French his voice was even more squeaky; but the foreign tongue gave a
refuge and a shape to their grouping; she became a sort of guide; anyone
could be that to any sort of foreigner.
In the cloak room were the usual ladies comfortably eating lunch from
sandwich tins and talking, talking, talking to the staff, moving
endlessly to and fro amongst the cages of hanging garments; answering
unconsciously. The mysterious everlasting work of the lunching ladies,
giving them the privilege of being all day at the museum, always in the
same seats, accepted and approved, seemed to make no mark upon them;
they bore themselves just as they would have done anywhere, the same
mysteriously unfailing flow of talk, the mysterious basis of agreement
with other women, the same enthusiastic discussions of the weather, the
cases in the newspapers, their way of doing this and that, their
opinions of places and people...... they seemed to have no sense of the
place they were in, and yet were so extraordinarily at home there, and
most wonderful of all, serene, with untroubled eyes and hands in the
thin stuffy heat of the cloak-room.