Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deadlock : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 6
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to England, coming to Tansley Street; unconsciously bringing her her
share in his longed-for arrival and its fulfilments. She watched as he
talked, marvelling at the undeserved wealth offered to her in the little
figure discoursing so eagerly over the cumbrous volume, and at this
moment the strange Russian book was probably waiting for them.
It was a big thick book. Miriam sat down before it. The lights had come
on. The book lay in a pool of sharp yellow light; Tolstoy, surrounded by
a waiting gloom; the secret of Tolstoy standing at her side, rapidly
taking off his overcoat. He drew up the chair from the next place and
sat close, flattening out the book at the first chapter and beginning to
read at once, bent low over the book. She bent too, stretching her hands
out beyond her knees to make herself narrow, and fastening on the title.
Her anticipations fell dead. It was the name of a woman...... Anna; of
all names. Karenine. The story of a woman told by a man with a man’s
ideas about people. But Anna Karenine was not what Tolstoy had written.
Behind the ugly feebleness of the substituted word was something quite
different, strong and beautiful; a whole legend in itself. Why had the
translator altered the surname? Anna Kar_ay_ninna was a line of Russian
poetry. His word was nothing, neither English nor French, and sounded
like a face-cream. She scanned sceptically up and down the pages of
English words, chilled by the fear of detecting the trail of the
translator.
Mr. Shatov read steadily, breathing his enthusiasm in gusts, pausing as
each fresh name appeared, to pronounce it in Russian and to explain the
three names belonging to each character. They were all expressive; easy
to remember because of their expressiveness. The three-fold name, giving
each character three faces, each turned towards a different part of his
world, was fascinating..... Conversation began almost at once and kept
breaking out; strange abrupt conversation different to any she had read
elsewhere.... What was it? She wanted to hold the pages and find out;
but Mr. Shatov read on and on, steadily turning the leaves. She skipped,
fastening upon the patches of dialogue on her side of the open page,
reading them backwards and forwards, glancing at the solid intervening
portions to snatch an idea of the background. What was the mysterious
difference? Why did she feel she could hear the tone of the voices and
the pauses between the talk; the curious feeling of things moving and
changing in the air that is always there in all conversations? Her
excitement grew, drawing her upright to stare her question into the
gloom beyond the lamp.
“Well?” demanded Mr. Shatov.
“It’s fascinating.”