Deirdre of the Sorrows — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deirdre of the Sorrows
John Stuart Mill · en
LAVARCHAM.
— _looking at him with dislike._ — Yourself’s an ill-lucky thing to
meet a morning is the like of this. Yet if you are a spy itself I’ll go
and give my word that’s wanting surely.
[_Goes out._
OWEN.
— _to Deirdre._ — So I’ve found you alone, and I after waiting three
weeks getting ague and asthma in the chill of the bogs, till I saw
Naisi caught with Fergus.
DEIRDRE.
I’ve heard news of Fergus; what brought you from Ulster?
OWEN.
— _who has been searching, finds a loaf and sits down eating greedily,
and cutting it with a large knife._ — The full moon, I’m thinking, and
it squeezing the crack in my skull. Was there ever a man crossed nine
waves after a fool’s wife and he not away in his head?
DEIRDRE.
— _absently._ — It should be a long time since you left Emain, where
there’s civility in speech with queens.
OWEN.
It’s a long while, surely. It’s three weeks I am losing my manners
beside the Saxon bull-frogs at the head of the bog. Three weeks is a
long space, and yet you’re seven years spancelled with Naisi and the
pair.
DEIRDRE.
— _beginning to fold up her silks and jewels._ — Three weeks of your
days might be long, surely, yet seven years are a short space for the
like of Naisi and myself.
OWEN.
— _derisively._ — If they’re a short space there aren’t many the like
of you. Wasn’t there a queen in Tara had to walk out every morning till
she’d meet a stranger and see the flame of courtship leaping up within
his eye? Tell me now, (_leaning towards her_) are you well pleased that
length with the same man snorting next you at the dawn of day?
DEIRDRE.
— _very quietly._ — Am I well pleased seven years seeing the same sun
throwing light across the branches at the dawn of day? It’s a
heartbreak to the wise that it’s for a short space we have the same
things only. (_With contempt._) Yet the earth itself is a silly place,
maybe, when a man’s a fool and talker.
OWEN.
— _sharply._ — Well, go, take your choice. Stay here and rot with Naisi
or go to Conchubor in Emain. Conchubor’s a wrinkled fool with a
swelling belly on him, and eyes falling downward from his shining
crown; Naisi should be stale and weary. Yet there are many roads,
Deirdre, and I tell you I’d liefer be bleaching in a bog-hole than
living on without a touch of kindness from your eyes and voice. It’s a
poor thing to be so lonesome you’d squeeze kisses on a cur dog’s nose.
DEIRDRE.
Are there no women like yourself could be your friends in Emain?
OWEN.
— _vehemently._ — There are none like you, Deirdre. It’s for that I’m
asking are you going back this night with Fergus?
DEIRDRE.
I will go where Naisi chooses.