Deirdre of the Sorrows — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deirdre of the Sorrows
John Stuart Mill · en
CONCHUBOR.
— _outside._ — That is Naisi. Strike him! (_Tumult. Deirdre crouches
down on Naisi’s cloak. Conchubor comes in hurriedly._) They’ve met
their death — the three that stole you, Deirdre, and from this out
you’ll be my queen in Emain.
[_A keen of men’s voices is heard behind._
DEIRDRE.
— _bewildered and terrified._ — It is not I will be a queen.
CONCHUBOR.
Make your lamentation a short while if you will, but it isn’t long till
a day’ll come when you begin pitying a man is old and desolate, and
High King also. . . . Let you not fear me, for it’s I’m well pleased
you have a store of pity for the three that were your friends in Alban.
DEIRDRE.
I have pity, surely. . . . It’s the way pity has me this night, when I
think of Naisi, that I could set my teeth into the heart of a king.
CONCHUBOR.
I know well pity’s cruel, when it was my pity for my own self destroyed
Naisi.
DEIRDRE.
— _more wildly._ — It was my words without pity gave Naisi a death will
have no match until the ends of life and time. (_Breaking out into a
keen._) But who’ll pity Deirdre has lost the lips of Naisi from her
neck and from her cheek for ever? Who’ll pity Deirdre has lost the
twilight in the woods with Naisi, when beech-trees were silver and
copper, and ash-trees were fine gold?
CONCHUBOR.
— _bewildered._ — It’s I’ll know the way to pity and care you, and I
with a share of troubles has me thinking this night it would be a good
bargain if it was I was in the grave, and Deirdre crying over me, and
it was Naisi who was old and desolate.
[_Keen heard._
DEIRDRE.
— _wild with sorrow._ — It is I who am desolate; I, Deirdre, that will
not live till I am old.
CONCHUBOR.
It’s not long you’ll be desolate, and I seven years saying, “It’s a
bright day for Deirdre in the woods of Alban”; or saying again, “What
way will Deirdre be sleeping this night, and wet leaves and branches
driving from the north?” Let you not break the thing I’ve set my life
on, and you giving yourself up to your sorrow when it’s joy and sorrow
do burn out like straw blazing in an east wind.
DEIRDRE.
— _turning on him._ — Was it that way with your sorrow, when I and
Naisi went northward from Slieve Fuadh and let raise our sails for
Alban?
CONCHUBOR.
There’s one sorrow has no end surely — that’s being old and lonesome.
(_With extraordinary pleading._) But you and I will have a little peace
in Emain, with harps playing, and old men telling stories at the fall
of night. I’ve let build rooms for our two selves, Deirdre, with red
gold upon the walls and ceilings that are set with bronze. There was
never a queen in the east had a house the like of your house, that’s
waiting for yourself in Emain.
SOLDIER — _running in._ — Emain is in flames. Fergus has come back and
is setting fire to the world. Come up, Conchubor, or your state will be
destroyed!
CONCHUBOR.
— _angry and regal again._ — Are the Sons of Usna buried?
SOLDIER.
They are in their grave, but no earth is thrown.