Deirdre of the Sorrows — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deirdre of the Sorrows
John Stuart Mill · en
CONCHUBOR.
— _looking at her for a moment._ — That’s the first friendly word I’ve
heard you speaking, Deirdre. A game the like of yours should be the
proper thing for softening the heart and putting sweetness in the
tongue; and yet this night when I hear you I’ve small blame left for
Naisi that he stole you off from Ulster.
DEIRDRE.
— _to Naisi._ — Now, Naisi, answer gently, and we’ll be friends
tonight.
NAISI.
— _doggedly._ — I have no call but to be friendly. I’ll answer what you
will.
DEIRDRE.
— _taking Naisi’s hand._ — Then you’ll call Conchubor your friend and
king, the man who reared me up upon Slieve Fuadh.
[_As Conchubor is going to clasp Naisi’s hand cries are heard behind._
CONCHUBOR.
What noise is that?
AINNLE.
— _behind._ — Naisi. . . . Naisi. Come to us; we are betrayed and
broken.
NAISI.
It’s Ainnle crying out in a battle.
CONCHUBOR.
I was near won this night, but death’s between us now.
[_He goes out._
DEIRDRE.
— _clinging to Naisi._ — There is no battle. . . . Do not leave me,
Naisi.
NAISI.
I must go to them.
DEIRDRE.
— _beseechingly._ — Do not leave me, Naisi. Let us creep up in the
darkness behind the grave. If there’s a battle, maybe the strange
fighters will be destroyed, when Ainnle and Ardan are against them.
[_Cries heard._
NAISI.
— _wildly._ — I hear Ardan crying out. Do not hold me from my brothers.
DEIRDRE.
Do not leave me, Naisi. Do not leave me broken and alone.
NAISI.
I cannot leave my brothers when it is I who have defied the king.
DEIRDRE.
I will go with you.
NAISI.
You cannot come. Do not hold me from the fight.
[_He throws her aside almost roughly._
DEIRDRE.
— _with restraint._ — Go to your brothers. For seven years you have
been kindly, but the hardness of death has come between us.
NAISI.
— _looking at her aghast._ — And you’ll have me meet death with a hard
word from your lips in my ear?
DEIRDRE.
We’ve had a dream, but this night has waked us surely. In a little
while we’ve lived too long, Naisi, and isn’t it a poor thing we should
miss the safety of the grave, and we trampling its edge?
AINNLE.
— _behind._ — Naisi, Naisi, we are attacked and ruined!
DEIRDRE.
Let you go where they are calling. (_She looks at him for an instant
coldly._) Have you no shame loitering and talking, and a cruel death
facing Ainnle and Ardan in the woods?
NAISI.
— _frantic._ — They’ll not get a death that’s cruel, and they with men
alone. It’s women that have loved are cruel only; and if I went on
living from this day I’d be putting a curse on the lot of them I’d meet
walking in the east or west, putting a curse on the sun that gave them
beauty, and on the madder and the stone-crop put red upon their cloaks.
DEIRDRE.
— _bitterly._ — I’m well pleased there’s no one in this place to make a
story that Naisi was a laughing-stock the night he died.
NAISI.
There’d not be many’d make a story, for that mockery is in your eyes
this night will spot the face of Emain with a plague of pitted graves.
[_He goes out._