Deirdre of the Sorrows — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Deirdre of the Sorrows
John Stuart Mill · en
DEIRDRE.
— _very defiant._ — I would not, Conchubor. (_She goes to tapestry and
begins to work._) A girl born the way I’m born is more likely to wish
for a mate who’d be her likeness. . . . A man with his hair like the
raven, maybe, and his skin like the snow and his lips like blood spilt
on it.
CONCHUBOR.
— _sees his mistake, and after a moment takes a flattering tone,
looking at her work._ — Whatever you wish, there’s no queen but would
be well pleased to have your skill at choosing colours and making
pictures on the cloth. (_Looking closely._) What is it you’re figuring?
DEIRDRE.
— _deliberately._ — Three young men and they chasing in the green gap
of a wood.
CONCHUBOR.
— _now almost pleading._ — It’s soon you’ll have dogs with silver
chains to be chasing in the woods of Emain, for I have white hounds
rearing up for you, and grey horses, that I’ve chosen from the finest
in Ulster and Britain and Gaul.
DEIRDRE.
— _unmoved as before._ — I’ve heard tell, in Ulster and Britain and
Gaul, Naisi and his brothers have no match and they chasing in the
woods.
CONCHUBOR.
— _very gravely._ — Isn’t it a strange thing you’d be talking of Naisi
and his brothers, or figuring them either, when you know the things
that are foretold about themselves and you? Yet you’ve little
knowledge, and I’d do wrong taking it bad when it’ll be my share from
this out to keep you the way you’ll have little call to trouble for
knowledge, or its want either.
DEIRDRE.
Yourself should be wise, surely.
CONCHUBOR.
The like of me has a store of knowledge that’s a weight and terror.
It’s for that we do choose out the like of yourself that are young and
glad only. . . . I’m thinking you are gay and lively each day in the
year?
DEIRDRE.
I don’t know if that’s true, Conchubor. There are lonesome days and bad
nights in this place like another.
CONCHUBOR.
You should have as few sad days, I’m thinking, as I have glad and good
ones.
DEIRDRE.
What is it has you that way ever coming this place, when you’d hear the
old woman saying a good child’s as happy as a king?
CONCHUBOR.
How would I be happy seeing age coming on me each year, when the dry
leaves are blowing back and forward at the gate of Emain? And yet this
last while I’m saying out, when I see the furze breaking and the daws
sitting two and two on ash-trees by the duns of Emain, Deirdre’s a year
nearer her full age when she’ll be my mate and comrade and then I’m
glad surely.
DEIRDRE.
— _almost to herself._ — I will not be your mate in Emain.
CONCHUBOR.
— _not heeding her._ — It’s there you’ll be proud and happy and you’ll
learn that, if young men are great hunters, yet it’s with the like of
myself you’ll find a knowledge of what is priceless in your own like.
What we all need is a place is safe and splendid, and it’s that you’ll
get in Emain in two days or three.
DEIRDRE.
— _aghast._ — Two days!